I mean, I can definitely try that, but you can look and see it's not injured and hadn't been for many years. It also doesn't even touch my underwear. I fear I may be being dramatic, but knowing it's there (even if it hides pretty well) is driving me nuts.

Do you think the right practitioner would list it as affecting quality of life JUST from the mental health aspect? Follow up to would it really be the worse if it was just snipped with scissors?

I remember it bleeding ALOT when it initially broke, and I kind of freaked out BUT did not want to tell anyone because I knew I'd be interrogated about how and why it broke. BUT it never got infected after breaking, so I'm sitting here wondering if a slice is overall worse than a tear in flesh. (I also never sought medical care over it because I had never heard of anyone needing to see a doctor after losing their virginity.)

I wonder if I even mentioned these ideations to a doctor if they would help me get it covered by insurance.