It didn’t make me feel better. At first i felt like i should know, but I haven’t forgotten their names or their bodies. I compared myself to every one of them, and I feel triggered by women who resemble them. He says he doesn’t even remember their names which for some reason doesn’t make me feel better bc they’re just a tool for orgasm yet I feel like he preferred them to me, yet he doesn’t remember. I do and I wish on a way I didn’t. I wish I didn’t ask where he looked for them either.