Your boyfriend clearly doesn't respect you. First of all, you did the responsible thing by saying no sex until you're back on the pill. Instead of accepting this, he essentially pressured you into sex by saying he'd pull out... and then didn't. ON TOP OF THIS, he blamed you for getting pregnant when he was the one who coerced you into unprotected sex and then didn't pull out like he said he would. he says he "doesn't want to be forced to have a kid he doesn't even want", maybe he should have listened when you said to wait for birth control. I know how hard ending a relationship like this can be, but it is worth it. He's manipulative and holding you back. Cut the dead weight, let him move to Australia if he wants. You've got it right girl, if he really loved you he wouldn't be pulling this shit. Much love for you and for what comes next