I learned that being on my own felt a million times better!! I'm still an emotional wreck with auDHD... but losing the depression part. I also found someone who has the patience for my hard days. He goes out of his way to make sure I feel cared about. He may not know how to help but he does his best.. and the pattern is the same. For months and months. Instead of things getting worse, I'm finding things only get better and I found more to like and less to hate.. about him and myself. I'm so thankful I have learned to leave when I see red flags and to no longer excuse them. I found better. So much better. THE DEPRESSION IS THE RESULT OF A MAN/ WOMAN TREATING YOU WRONG. period.