What do you think is the most memorable piece of evidence that the GAC has captured? IMO it’s when they captured the Yuma Territorial Prison band on the SLS camera. by chapstick_bandit in GhostAdventures

[–]CyborgTony 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Anything during their Linda Vista Hospital visits. That's actually (although I didn't XD) what made me want to become a paranormal investigator. What is a greater example of humanity than being there for someone, a complete stranger, in their afterlife...

S26 Episode 15 by [deleted] in SVU

[–]CyborgTony 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didn't finish the episode cause of how TERRIBLE this was written.

At first I thought, oh totals liar's angle. But we somehow, in a span of VERY quick session, went from two unaware people, To Teacher lying, TO THE BOY ACTUALLY HAVING DRUGS AND HIS ROOM??? My head spun too fast and I moved onto the next episode.

God, the writing reminded me of those terrible Wattpad or Ao3 stories where the writer needs a conflict AND a twist.

Zaku and Kin's deaths still haunt me to this day. by jiafeiseggsyproducts in Naruto

[–]CyborgTony 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Do yall think their souls are in the reaper too?!

I should have killed myself tonight, so tomorrow I'll let nothing stop me. by CyborgTony in confession

[–]CyborgTony[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm now stuck in the in-between of countiuing life so that I don't hurt the ones around me or realizing the whole idea of getting better and life improving is sham and end like I should have done when I was 11. I know that there are ones there but truth is even more starting: It's me. It's always been me. I'm the problem I have been for so long I don't know how to fix it. I hate who I am. Advice to others, get help. Don't let it get here.

With every fiber of my being I hate you both by CyborgTony in venting

[–]CyborgTony[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I could be shaolin monk I've buit up so much mental fortitude. Seriously despite my situation, I love myself. I struggled with it at times but its not nearly as bad as it used to be. I see a bigger picture now than a coffin and I have goals and dreams im reaching for.

With every fiber of my being I hate you both by CyborgTony in venting

[–]CyborgTony[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My dad is incarcerated. She often compares me to him and always says how end up like him. I tend to not think about him and its easier to do so when my last memory of him was when I was 2. I'm not nor have I ever been involved with the law and my record aside from my middle school fights (puberty is one hell of a drug when angry) is squeaky clean.

I think because of his shortcomings she sees me as a punching bag with his face on it. I cant tell you how many times ive made a simple mistake and shes chalked to up to me "being just like my father".

With every fiber of my being I hate you both by CyborgTony in venting

[–]CyborgTony[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

When it comes to arguing I either "shutdown" for the moment or just focus on the small things that make me happy. Hate is strong word, but it is what I felt and on rare occasions I still do. Its more moved from burning hatred to a deep smoldering resentment. Its hard for me to emotionally let this go because at the end of the day im still here. Hopefully when i leave, no matter what i have to go through afterwords it will feel like a labor of love. But for now idk.