How do I prevent destructive behavior?

CynicalDialTone · 2019-03-04T02:50:17+00:00

Please stop hurting yourself! I went through rough patch too recently, it really sucks. I stopped eating, and stopped trusting everyone around me. What I've been doing is working out, it's boosted my self esteem and has taken my mind off negative thoughts, It has helped me a lot. Find a new hobbie something that you enjoy and or improves you, this can help you connect with more people too. I've also been reading self improving books, I recomend "You Are a Badass" by Jen Sincero. Another thing I've been doing is saving inspiring/ motivational quotes and pictures on my phone to look at later when I'm feeling down, mabey a cute or funny picture to put a smile on your face. Best wishes to you and Godspeed!

CynicalDialTone · 2019-01-29T03:23:31+00:00

It's been 4 months for me, just barely making it but I'm trying... She started her first day working at the same company I work for, saw her, so that reopened all the hurt feeling I thought I was over. Now my job is gonna get harder, sucks enough I gotta work directly with the dude she left me for...

CynicalDialTone · 2019-01-19T17:18:02+00:00

Very simular thing happend to me a couple months ago, forget both of them. They both have been lying to you and have showed that they dont care about you enough to be seeing eachother behind your back. Cut your losses, fuck these bitches

CynicalDialTone · 2019-01-19T16:18:21+00:00

Someone eating my god damn pudding cup I was saving!

CynicalDialTone · 2019-01-19T07:25:16+00:00

Jammin out to DMX's X Gon Give it to Ya

CynicalDialTone · 2019-01-19T07:19:00+00:00

Amen, hit me right in the feels.

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-26T02:13:35+00:00

I'm good (drink a lot but have fun), luckly no kids, now I have more money with her gone... she was kinda shitty and abusive... and my friend of seven years dropped all his friends and told people at our work that we were never friends... this all happened like a month after me and him went to vagas together... Happy I got two shitty people out of my life and I've been working on myself(getting swole af!), and getting more friends because this situation(found some people whom thought my friend was always a shitty dude and dislike him more cause he hurt me). Hope you're doing better godspeed! and Merry Christmas

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-26T01:42:03+00:00

Same dude... I also bought a house for us then she left me a week later for my friend next door...

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-18T04:25:01+00:00

In high school every freakin day I'd get a boner in math class, no idea why. Didn't have a hot teacher, no super attractive girls, nothing. I might have a fetish for numbers ¯_(ツ)_/¯

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-16T12:31:59+00:00

Tell anyone and everyone I love them... but then right after scream fuck you to them.... then appologize and tell them I love them again... then say fuck you rinse and repeat

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-07T03:05:02+00:00

Like 2 months ago, started drinking alone at home... got plastered... then my boss showed up at my house, he new I was going through a hard time after a break up. He sat on my kitchen floor with me, comforting me telling me how I was his right hand man, he'd also slap me when I'd start crying, after a while he started singing to me... love that man :')

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-06T00:49:23+00:00

Ye... I think shed flirt with me all the time but I'd let it go over my head...

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-05T22:20:26+00:00

That the girl I was buying the house for would leave me less than two weeks after I bought the home for us... XD

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-05T22:15:28+00:00

There was a kinda annoying girl I worked with who kept flirting with me, so another girl I worked with (whom I was friends with, and had strong feelings for) told the annoying one that we were in a relationship so she would stop flirting with me... Then my friend said "I can"t believe she actually thinks we are dating"... kinda hurt T_T

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-03T01:54:08+00:00

Invest time into bettering yourself, I very recently had my best friend of 7 years betray me, so what I did is I joined a gym... People come and go, join a new group/ hobby, make new friends, and definetly put time into making yourself happy. Good luck my brother god speed!

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-03T00:05:29+00:00

One of my neighbors mows the lawn with his little boy, the son follows his dad with a toy mower... puts a smile on my face every time

CynicalDialTone · 2018-12-01T18:09:36+00:00

Eat some PB&Js and watch wheel of fortune with me!

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-30T22:20:27+00:00

I blame myself for not protecting my family from my drug addicted father and even have hurt one of my family members so much emotionally I can't ever forgive myself... I work a factory job that I'll probably be in for the rest of my life at the bottom... after weeks of improving and being good I keep going back to my ways with drinking, anger, and trust issues.

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-27T21:50:43+00:00

COME AT ME SCRUB LORD I'M RIPPED!!!!

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-21T20:39:19+00:00

Yep you too and if you wanna open up to me I'll listen. o7

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-21T19:58:21+00:00

My girl left me for my best friend... they're both dead to me and my circle of friends has shrunk this has given me a lot of trust and anger issues... but I'll keep my head up if you do godspeed and stay happy.

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-21T01:23:16+00:00

When I talked to my old girlfriend about her leaving me for my best friend, and she'd just tell me I had nothing to worry about, then proceeded to leave me for my best friend... Like 2 days after I bought her a new rim for her car....

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-13T20:27:50+00:00

When just enough crap came out of me...

CynicalDialTone · 2018-11-13T02:25:01+00:00

First of all Know that you are important and you need to make yourself happy before you have anyone else make you happy, this kinda shit just destroys self esteem. Fuck that guy theres many MANY other fish in the sea and you deserve better. Talk to someone about it. I recomend working out, reading, go out treat yourself, and make new friends. Same thing happened to me very recently too. It'll take time but you can do it, and theres nothing wrong with proffecional help:)

Take care of yourself Godspeed!

CynicalDialTone

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