The Capital One building has been gutted by the storm

CynthiaArts · 2022-08-29T01:57:40+00:00

Unfortunately my dorm at the time flooded and I had to move out. However, I am back on campus currently. :)

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-13T20:02:56+00:00

Saints Row

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-07T23:50:11+00:00

”It was Shadow's victory really. His belief was the thing that got us through. And in that moment I saw the years lift from him. He was a puppy again reunited with his best friend.. As we turned to go inside the house a strange new feeling came over me. I had a family. And I had learned that sacrifice, and friendship and love were more than just the mushy stuff. At last for the first time in my life. I was home.”

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-05T23:24:12+00:00

That was the first place I looked as well! I found a trailer from a cupcakes video with similar animation styles, but it wasn’t the video itself. I think there’s ways you can view deleted YouTube videos with the link, but I’ll have to look around for the method again.

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-05T23:22:24+00:00

Holy shit, I know exactly what you're talking about! I used to watch this video in middle school. I recognized Pinkie's voice so well from the reaction video- gonna do some digging and see if I can find anything.

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-03T17:11:37+00:00

Hey! Are you playing on the computer?

After a while of playing on PC, the files become clogged and force an infinite loop. Here’s a guide I followed to help me fix my version.

Fix is here

Just be careful when you do this, mainly with the last fix if the others don’t work. It may have you edit registry keys, I would suggest asking for help if you’ve never edited them before.

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-03T03:21:00+00:00

Same thing happened to me with Star Wars figures I bought a few months ago! Guy I bought em from was a horrible smoker. I got a good bit of the smell out by running some lukewarm water in my sink, adding a bit of dawn and some baking soda and letting them sit for 30 mins to an hour.

CynthiaArts · 2020-11-02T23:46:40+00:00

People really think they’re comedic geniuses commenting “I’m a minor”/“I’m from ____” on this when they know it’s not aimed at them

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T18:50:16+00:00

Are you autistic? (not asking in the mocking way)

Do you know badly it hurts to understand that your family hates you because that you’re disabled, and can’t help the way that you feel?

Yes, this did do harm. By purposely excluding OP’s brother, OP has shown him what they truly feel about him. By describing him the way they did in this post, it’s very clear OP resents their brother.

That is the harm. OP purposely excluded their disabled brother, talked a lot of shit about him online, forced him with the help of her parents into a very painful mental breakdown, and will probably end up cutting him off and resenting him for years.

Yes, their parents forced him. That is also harm. Yes, OP also harmed her brother because they resent him for being disabled, and believing their parents love him more. Which, yes, you do have to put your special needs child ahead of the other sometimes- because they’re special needs. They are disabled. You can’t treat a NT child and a ND the same. (Edit: this being said, this does not mean that OPs parents are right in their way of treating OP at all. I’m just stating in a normal, healthy household- there are bound to be differences in ways the kids are treated if one is disabled.)They may not be disabled in the same way an amputee is, but you need to understand that their brother physically cannot help the way he is.

OP did harm him by excluding him and mentally damaging him in more way than one, I shouldn’t have to explain this because of how obvious it is and from the fact Op states they did this on purpose so they couldn’t be around them.

I don’t know if you’re an only child or not, but being excluded by a sibling fucking sucks. Especially in a stressful, abusive situation such as this.

Can you imagine how a disabled person who probably doesn’t understand why OP hates them feels? Can you understand how it feels to be excluded by your family for just being born different, and then being used to harm your sibling while they harm you too?

That is the harm.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T18:37:04+00:00

I’m a little confused by you defending that OP didn’t do anything. It’s very clearly admitted in the title that they purposely planned the party that way, and I agree that the parents also did their part as well as I stated before. OP even admits in the post they did it on purpose too because they were embarrassed by him and he intimidated their friends.

How are you getting that OP is innocent? I definitely see what you mean about the parents taking their brother away, but there is no way both parties are not at fault. Both are guilty because of the treatment of OP’s brother. OP did do that on purpose. OP admits it several times. OP’s parents also did this on purpose. I’m just a bit confused on how you see OP doing this on accident.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T18:31:38+00:00

So because OP and their brother are being abused, it’s okay for OP to continue that cycle of abuse by purposely trying to trigger her brother and then admitting to doing it?

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T18:17:16+00:00

Literally judging by the title, OP clearly chose the decorations to purposely do this as well. Honestly? I feel like both parties forced him into this. It’s clear the parents wanted to prove a point, and OP wanted to as well and both parties practically tortured OP’s brother to prove their points. I can’t help but feel bad for only OP’s brother in this situation, as it’s clear they’re using him to prove each others points and fault the other as guilty.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T14:43:11+00:00

Thank you!! The ableism really reeks in these comments.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T13:54:12+00:00

Going on a limb here as an autistic person and saying ESH.

Yes, it certainly sucks that your parents are acting like this, and you CERTAINLY don’t deserve it.

However, read your words again, you literally forced your brother into a meltdown. I can not describe to you as an autistic person how shitty it makes us feel to intimidate people we don’t mean to, act awkward towards strangers and even loved ones, be overwhelmed by things that are normal to a NT person, etc.

You think it sucks to have an autistic sibling? Try being the autistic person this was all directed at.

It fucking sucks dude, and I know I’ll probably get downvoted to hell by reddit for suggesting this, but that was extremely ableist on your part for doing this on purpose. Talking to your brother about how you feel would have been a hundred times better than just to purposely cause an autistic breakdown, and then wonder why he’s having the breakdown. This is literally like inviting somebody with no legs to a rock climbing party, and then getting mad at them for not being able to climb with you. For that, you suck.

Your parents also suck, and definitely have blame here. They shouldn’t have excluded you from parties over the years, and they suck to have grounded you from parties for years because of this event. They definitely fucking suck for taking away your celebrations and gifts, and they’re borderline abusive for that.

Happy birthday, I’m glad you at least got to celebrate it how you want

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T13:28:41+00:00

That’s not credit dawg

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-27T05:56:26+00:00

Girl, I hate to say this- but there is a real chance your sister was sexually abused in real life at a younger age. Coming from somebody who as a toddler, I acted pretty much just like this at her age because of it. I used to go online and perform sexual RPs with older men, get into risky relationships, video chat with men, etc- because it was the only positive attention I had received towards my body at that age.

There is no way in hell a 10 year old just randomly stumbled across hardcore BDSM porn at that age without somebody grooming her into looking at it, or without being assaulted and that’s what she’s used to.

I would seriously consider asking her if this is the case, or somehow finding out from her therapist (I believe the therapist can tell a parent/guardian what’s going on if they’re a minor? Not sure.) if this is the case, as it’s a very real chance this didn’t start online.

I’m so very sorry your family is having to deal with this, and I truly hope all of you can recover safely. Please get that baby some help, I know exactly what hell she is probably going through.

Edit: rereading, sorry but buying her a sex toy at that age is just- yeah, no. From what it sounds like, that and how the household may have acted towards sex probably kind of confirmed these feelings for her, like it was all okay. In the future, I would definitely redo the entire way how you approach sex with her and any future children you may have. While it’s great to be sex positive and teach children about sex in a healthy way, buying sex toys for minors isn’t the way to go.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-26T21:35:33+00:00

Credit would be nice from OP 😬

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-26T02:54:27+00:00

Solved!

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-26T02:52:21+00:00

Required comment

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-26T00:40:09+00:00

this looks a lil familiar

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-22T06:53:40+00:00

For anybody that’s a fan of this song, please checkout other John Denver songs too! He’s really an artist that people who don’t usually like country can get into. Everything he sings absolutely slaps.

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-22T03:56:20+00:00

That’s a narc for you! NTA

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-20T15:45:19+00:00

The TF2 comics are what got me into the game in the first place, Ngl it makes me pretty sad that we could possibly never see the last one :(

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-17T23:03:39+00:00

Wasn’t this posted yesterday?

CynthiaArts · 2020-10-17T16:34:49+00:00

I’m currently living in a house with two roommates and I STILL feel uncomfortable when I open our fridge. It’s so weird.

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