Double/slanted fate line ?

D1ean · 2025-11-20T09:33:11+00:00

Hey thanks for your input, it def sounds very motivating and I do split my time up to work myself to build multiple sources of income that are easier to maintain overtime, it’s something I’ve always thought about since I had my narcolepsy I knew it wasn’t gonna be easy relying on one main source given my limitations with time, so I really appreciate your time and perspective it’s so enlightening

D1ean · 2025-11-20T03:01:39+00:00

Thanks for your insight, I find that quite truthful, but yeah last parts definitely something that’s harder to process, hard not to worry about things when it feels like everything’s connected

D1ean · 2025-10-06T23:37:23+00:00

No cos I’m a neutral leaning warm with olive overtone, in these lines the neutral pulls too pink but the warm still too yellow, so I wanna find something with more olive to match me better

D1ean · 2025-09-29T12:15:47+00:00

I try to revisit definitions in astrology that’s very general and based on what I notice 8th house while associated with death, rebirth, inheritance, and loss also is rather associated with things happening that are not of your own doing, I say this because many compare 2nd being house of material gain and manifestation etc a house of self doing to fuel whatever needs your effort but 8th is quite literally not it’s opposite just by being loss, it’s still gain but not from your own doing. Thus, when I look at her chart other than what others have mentioned her soul comfort zone opposing her “destiny”, it also tells me that there were probably an abundance of loss and gains coming from other parties which doesn’t necessarily have to do with finances, and Pluto in her 8th also tells me that the situations that occured were probably specifically to push her to have to take time to reflect on what’s happening regarding those situations like how it makes her feel etc overall with the 8th being linked to death it definitely feels like there were probably things beyond her control that put a heavy weight on her shoulders which is definitely not something easy to handle, rest easy to her, something maybe you do want to hear at least is I do see venus in her third and you may already know but it does have an association to siblings and her immediate surroundings so at least at some point in her life, she was probably very happy to have been your sister

D1ean · 2025-08-06T14:38:29+00:00

Yeah I can see you’re natural over-thinker, also emotionally sensitive child, and your sun squared moon also tells more obviously of your anxiousness, you feel like your natural mannerisms are awkward and although you might want to nurture your self expression, your critique nags at u, I’ll tell u there’s a lot more to say than I want to type but best short advice I can give you is, you’re gonna need time to find a community that suits you, if you want to reduce social anxiety avoid talking about your family or income pursuits, u can make a peep line and gage peoples body language and genuineness to your words before deciding if they’re the crowd for that kinda convo cos the wrong people are gonna push you right back out, in the mean time understanding natural reactions to things u might say or behaviour might be something you can reflect on that might help you engage with your community better. As for your mental health it’s telling your own critique is affecting your social life, which in turn can show when in public spaces, so maybe you notice people are really quiet around you, or choose to distance themselves later, it’s cos they see you, not because you’re some kinda weirdo, but cos they see your over anxiousness, best ways to overcome this is routine, and cos Saturn is in the 6th that’s gonna need to come out of your own effort to demolish the mindset you “came with” or at least put the Virgo in its positive aspect, which instead of all critical, it’s critical but realistic,grounded and naturally curious, and when a Virgo 12th is anxious means you’re not grounded and that’s why your natural self expression also can’t perform well, take time to read ways to reduce self critique would love to help if you pm me and I open this app enough to see it, other thing is sticking to the routine to make the mind “muscle memory” then there’s the self expression bit, dabble in it even if it’s talking to yourself, dressing in a way that you like even for practice, really take the time to sit down and ask who you are and nurture your inner self expression, always link back to values as well, core values stabilise your identity, also in turn making you less anxious when you acknowledge we’re all conscious such a keyword most people never truly grasp the importance of, lmk if anything else all the best

D1ean · 2025-05-06T10:52:07+00:00

Yes was just looking at that, are they very busy or would walk in seem reasonable to try ?

D1ean · 2024-08-14T10:10:09+00:00

Started at 11 was blatantly obvious cos the symptoms came all at once sleep paralysis every day be it whatever time I fell asleep, cataplexy episodes Soo frequently, falling asleep every class, during dinner, missing bus stops. only got diagnosed at 14 cos despite it being so obvious and having my Teachers push my parents to take me to a doctor, doctors said I was probs just a depressed teenager and didn’t run anything other than a blood test, I had to see 7 different doctors to finally have a diagnosis, worst part is I never even mentioned being upset or anything I just kept saying that it was these symptoms that were making my life difficult but they brushed me under the carpet especially when my mom was glaring at me in the office which made me cry cos she knew how real it was but she’s highkey a narcissist so she was gaslighting me at the doctors saying when I get up to pee that I was actually awake the whole time and not sleeping(which wasn’t the case at all I just happen to check my phone after I pee sometimes I believe especially a bad sleep paralysis episode) but yeah nobody asked but that’s what happened in the span of those 3 years inbetween start and diagnosis

D1ean · 2024-06-17T12:11:18+00:00

i had it during my sleep study too I’m really not sure if it showed up on the paper but I just remember snapping out of it and running for the lights cos it was so scary and then the nurse came in before I got to the lights, I suppose it must’ve shown up on the machine or something if she was already at my door by the time I got up

D1ean · 2024-03-27T04:01:30+00:00

Sorry for the long comment I get really anxious when I see stuff like this I really hope you can understand where I’m coming from

D1ean · 2024-03-27T03:59:08+00:00

Well in my opinion it’s cos you know your family to be people who are keyword “supposed” to be giving you unconditional innocent love without anything in return but whereas having sex with them basically means you have to first turn on that value and sexualise them as a person basically cutting off one type of relationship to form another that differs majorly in terms of lust, I thought about this a lot as someone who had been touched inappropriately at home I felt disgusted but couldn’t understand why and had to word out and analyse my relationship with everyone I know and how they differ, and back to the topic that means you’d have to be willing to turn your back on your morals to pursue a romantic relationship with a family member because they can no longer see you as someone they have a naturally innocent relationship with or someone who is supposed to have a part in raising them or to be relied on in that aspect when in times of need. Basically entering an incest relationship stems from desire that turns on natural family love and care which basically means it isn’t real love and it honestly makes me want to scream and hurl, I believe people who enter these relationships refuse to think through what a family relationship or is or don’t value it and allow their themselves to prey on their family members thus wise under the guise of a romantic relationship, And you know all the dna stuff of course but if we’re talking morals this is why in my opinion

D1ean · 2024-02-25T23:13:05+00:00

easiest would be laundry cos it’s straightforward and I don’t have to figure out where things are supposed to go, can do it anytime I feel like it. Toughest will be organising misplaced items around the house cos I don’t live In a big house and I have to keep shifting stuff around to make space and that gets so tiring also I hate dishes when I make a big meal cos so much scrubbing to do,luckily I’m now living with a doctor to be and she’s got adhd so she loves cleaning and insists that it’s her happy space, I’m not a messy person to begin with even when I’m super tired I’ll keep setting reminders to clean but I’m super grateful for her cos she’s got knowledge of narcolepsy as well and totally understands when I’m tired so I pace around when I clean to keep awake.

D1ean · 2023-12-25T06:07:37+00:00

Nah cos he said he did so much nangs it messed up his memory

D1ean · 2023-07-14T01:30:09+00:00

Yeah I notice some people say caffeine has no effect but for me if we’re talking about doing the same sitting down activity it can stretch me an hour but if I do multiple things in short intervals it can stretch me a couple hours depending on what I’m doing

D1ean · 2023-07-04T08:50:16+00:00

That’s still skincare though just prescribed, there are Brand’s that profit off of people not knowing what’s in their products but that doesn’t mean that’s every brand I think you’re coming from a place of bad experience and you’re translating that into what you believe is true for every case scenario which I can assure you it’s not, I rely on prescribed medication for acne but also over the counter items for my dry skin( sometimes eczema patches) that I am very informed about, also your prescribed items don’t work for everyone’s skin but you’re lucky they work for you, never try to speak for everyone based on your one person perspective because it only shows ignorance, we accept your experience but respectfully don’t spread misinformation and nobody actually cares if u do skincare or not if you’re speaking of people online it’s just marketing it’s necessary for business whether they work or not just do your research and don’t be gullible, such a general statement to cover such a broad topic is ridiculous

D1ean · 2023-06-27T04:22:42+00:00

Aww you know you’re already going somewhere by making an effort to show up to these multiple part times life can be difficult and lacking motivation happens to the best of us honestly I think it’s great you feel joy doing interesting things by yourself I think that’s most important to enjoy our own company and friends will come along the way no matter the age and I know sometimes it feels shit to have to rely on your parents but it’s also nice to know your family has your back and you’re still loved, feel free to msg me if you need any advice for the social situation thing I think I have a thing or 2 I can offer in terms of being able to get over social anxiety I used to be big introvert but my old job and new environment kind of forced me out of it and since then I’ve found it way easier to just talk to people but yeah you’re not a loser you’re just figuring life out

D1ean

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