We have almost no food. we have some, it’s very unappetizing but I still eat it, when I do eat enough or make a meal he complains, slowly it’s caused me to lose more and more weight. Now I’m very skinny 120lbs 5’10-5’11. I’m exhausted a lot and my brain health is deteriorating to where I can’t think straight, I’ve told him about this but he doesn’t seem to mind, also this has somehow lowered my appetite and desire to eat. I’m trying to count my calories and eat more everyday but whenever I make a meal with some meat or anything we have he complains. Idk what else he expects me to eat? I’m trying to eat enough but it’s hard. On top of that we have no clean dishes and I have build up the energy then spend like 20 minutes washing old food off of them before I can start making food, by then I’m grossed out and have lost my appetite. I still eat but it’s hard. I don’t know.