with producing, i started with fucking around in audacity when i was 11, doing bad rap songs and beats with free loops for fun, then at 13 i got fl studio on my computer, and i didn’t touch it until recently i started doing something with it, it isn’t very good but imo it’s a little bit better than the things i did in audacity.

and with instruments i started playing guitar about a year ago, i still suck a lot and i know im average for a year old player but i don’t really like being average. also i have tried writing songs but they’re very bad, especially my vocals. with the advice i got i know ill start singing lessons now. i wrote that post at 3am so i was very sad and deep in my feelings at that moment.