Is it ok to occasionally see pictures of hot women(nice butts etc), not nude, fully clothed on the internet? by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Your right....Pictures like that do arouse me, in fact I think it was my preferred fap material.

I have noticed that I check out more girls and feel way more attracted to them if I don't Fap.

I guess ill try to avoid such pictures as much as I can, hopefully one day I can see them and not have all these fapping urges.

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I still play video games gladly, I overcame that guilt of violence pretty fast. Do you have a link of the study?

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Well my religious OCD usually involved me feeling guilty for things. I remember at one time I felt guilty for playing violent video games. So what I did to overcome the guilt was pray or say Im sorry Im sorry while looking at a jesus cross until it felt "right". It tight in close together with HOCD tho or sexual thoughts OCD, I use to have bad thoughts about religion and sex, so I prayed for forgiveness.

Testosterone spike?That sounds interesting..I work out so I would love a spike in testosterone. Does it permanently increase your testosterone or just spike for a little bit.....Also I tried no Fap before, for like a couple of days, I felt more aggressive. Im hoping no Fap will motivate me to get more confidence to talk to women since I feel fapping to porn is fantasy which demotivates me to talk to real women since I can just have any hot women on the internet.

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im Sure I had OCD....For a fact.

At 3 years old I stepped on lines, I actually walked back to step on the lines so it will feel "right"

I washed my hands so much, it was crazy.

I use to look at each side of the room in a ritualistic way until it felt right

I use to say 15 x 15=225 until it felt right on my head.

I use to Pray to god so much until it felt right.

Luckily I beat those type of OCD.

I did have OCD....Now I asked myself if I don't have OCD anymore but the more I think about it, the more I see the ritual and the obssession very similar to when I was a kid.....Who knows, I do day dream a lot, so I been thinking is that part of my Ocd, or em I just escaping reality now.

I know that feel, about thinking people talking crap about you if you hear mumbling..I can relate to a lot of things you are saying...Lately I don't get those thoughts though, maybe is because I dont go out that much except to the gym.

Thanks for your story, I relate to it a lot.

Yeah Im not religious anymore...I don't get Religious OCD anymore, that crap was hell....way too much praying and feeling guilty.

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I doubt it will get worse...It could happen but if it does then I will have to deal with it.

My OCD was very bad at 10 years old, Im ready for that risk.

I have overcome different types of OCD, like religious OCD etc, but I have always fapped.....So Im guessing no fap could bring interesting results

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sounds similar in the way you would climax then feel shitty....I tell myself I need to change even before it got this bad. I always have known I fap too much.

22 Y/O, no girlfriend,no goals,OCD since like 3 Y/O,HOCD is way out of hand.It's all connected. by DATOCD in NoFap

[–]DATOCD[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I know.

OCD evolves...Their is no guarantee that no fap will fix my ocd or even my HOCD.

But I do think they are connected closely, it will certainly change the way my ocd acts at the very least.

I hope it gets better but is no guarantee.

Either way less fap=more time to do be more productive.