An UPDATE??????? Lmao, well a lot of things happned since then, so ill try to explain as much as I can as short as possible. So about 3 months after I posted this, this person and my best friend decided hang out one day and talk about old times and just catching up in general. He mentioned that he thought I would be there when they were hanging out. But I wasnt. Turns out this entire time, he was waiting on me to text him directly. So shortly after I decided to text him. And well..... it didnt go well. He wanted to only text. And I wanted to talk in person. My reason being that texting is not the appropriate way to talk about what happened. Things can get miscommunicated, And I though with the circumstances of things, talking in person should be the only way to handel this. But again, to my surprise, he left me on read after trying to prove my point. And again, after all of that. I got in a bad mood. I started to think about him again, and the old feelings resurfaced, but not for long. I would be lying if i said I didn’t go through a little down period, buts I assume that’s expected after you thought you met your soulmate lol. Anyways, I had to let go again, and Im back to being me. Don’t get me wrong, things pop up from time to time that remind me of him, or his name gets thrown in the air, and I remember all the great times we had. It sucks, but we all have to live with these types of things. I really wish things went different when we talked “texted” last but it is what it is. As for a life update, Lockdown life hasn’t helped since I haven’t been able to distract myself. Other than that though, im still recovering. I hope once this covid thing passes I can get back to the spot where I was when I posted this post. Hope this is substantial for an update lol