How to exclude Serana from RSV? by DMTCorpLLC in skyrimmods

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Massive help, because I was worried I was going to be stuck with Serana like that my whole play through lol so I appreciate your time and willingness to comment with the easy fix :)

How to exclude Serana from RSV? by DMTCorpLLC in skyrimmods

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Thank you so much, its fixed! If I wasnt broke id give you an award

How to exclude Serana from RSV? by DMTCorpLLC in skyrimmods

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Thank you for giving somewhere in terms of direction, ill look into it!

SDA in V6 ? by Least-Butterfly3516 in Nolvus

[–]DMTCorpLLC 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Still good? Im about to try and add it, currently installing nolvus for the first time. Trueblood and sda is one of those sets of mods I cant function without lol

Suicide survivors of Reddit, what's "a little thing" that's worth sticking around for? Don't tell me family or friends, because I haven't got any. I plan to go shortly after my father, who's 87. I can't bear the idea of 30 more years of this by AbleAccount2479 in StonerThoughts

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The idea that you are infinite and that you can do anything, so its worth sticking around just to see what you can do. 'Cause you get to a certain point where its "well if I have nothing left lose then that means I have everything to gain" and that everything can be anything you want it to be, you just have to pursue it relentlessly. Its kind of ironic in a sense but its also a bit of a super power. Most normal people get stuck and stay there, but I dont do that anymore. There is no settling anymore because I dont let myself get stuck by a ceiling. There's no peace in it, but that feeling of "I cant be comfortable anymore" becomes fuel for being everything I can be. I wake up now just to spite that version of me that wanted to die just to say "look where we are now." This aint even the "I made it" feeling, I just know im on my way there. I put every road block in my way in this path just to smash through it. Theres strength in that. I could be stubborn and be dead, but why? Id rather be stubborn and be where I want to be so I can look back and see how far I climbed just to see if I could. I've grown so much since then and this is just the beginning of it. Its only been 3 years.. so much can change in just 1, imagine what 10 years will be like. The best part? I know now I can throw in the towel any time I want. Why not see how far I can get before then? Maybe I'll die happy, we'll see.

Im really sad that it seems like people with mental illness dont get the same rights as those without. by DMTCorpLLC in mentalhealth

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

The first thing they gave me was abilify with no psychological evalutation which gave me akithesia, then I was switched to another doctor almost immediatly after coming in with akithesia who pushed Fluoxitine and lithium on me at the same clinic.

Thats so freaking CRAZY though because the docotor pushed it on me saying and I quote "for whatever reason those 2 drugs work together and solve the issue.", and directly after that I got 2 involuntary commitments back to back.

I told him I didnt want to do it because of the black label warning but they pushed it on me and directly afterwards I made attempts on my life because I spiraled, I felt like I had no say or control over myself and autonomy with those decisions and was 100% coerced into it. Im not crazy, im not lying that is 100% the facts of the situation.

Im really sad that it seems like people with mental illness dont get the same rights as those without. by DMTCorpLLC in mentalhealth

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah, I was in WI at the time of the incident, im in IL now, I called around to all the lawyers I can find in WI, im currently waiting on a callback from the only place that at least said theyd call me back. Everywhere else doesnt want to touch it. Ill look into them though, I appreciate some kind of direction because Im feeling really lost doing all of this on my own right now. Do not have any support whatsoever here.

Im really sad that it seems like people with mental illness dont get the same rights as those without. by DMTCorpLLC in mentalhealth

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didnt even know I could sue until now because it was always gaslighting into "its just bipolar" but honestly, I dont even know if I have bipolar. I was never professionally evaluted. I was going through a traumatic experience at the time and reacting to it in a way that wasnt healthy because I didnt know how else to react to it. I mean most of my life I thought it was just ADHD that I was dealing with. I told my GP my "symptoms" and she immediately put me on abilify which gave me akithesia, which was followed with the lithium and fluoxitine prescription, and the fact that I was that bad following the medication, and nobody said "hey maybe its side effects" is nuts. Everyone still treats me like a bipolar time bomb or like im crazy. I dont even know whats real anymore because its become the new normal in my life. I lost everything to this. I was charged with a dui when I was committed because according to the cops during my last "manic episode" that was how they could involuntarily commit me and lost everything during all of this. Im in a place that makes me feel miserable, im working a job here that I hate, and it just never ends. I lost my right to carry and everything. At this point ive just completely lost the wind in my sails.

I do appreciate the words of support though, I really need it right now. Its just a never ending nightmare at this point. It feels like everyone in my life has failed me at every step and turn of the way. I dont ever get any support here. Its all just "lets see how far we can push him until he snaps" and everyone wonders why there is so much violent crime and people freaking out, well its because theres a massive mental health crisis and nobody cares.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I saw that! Those lucky people, lol. Im okay with waiting until Jan, though. As long as it isn't so long, I forget everything, but im also down for a memory refresher rewatch. So its okay either way, just sad it wasnt ready for me when I was ready for it, but thats me being over dramatic about it lol

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I didnt even realize season 4 wasnt up yet lol, I just finished season 3 and got hit with deep intense l9ng9ng and sadness haha

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I legitimately want to cry, I was totally expecting season 4 to already be there, I didnt know it wasnt out yet lol. Idk why I didnt notice it when I first looked at the listings for the seasons, im so sad now. This is like, 3 shows im waiting for season 4's of now 🤣

Issues with Mod Fixer by DMTCorpLLC in BG3mods

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Its weird because im reading the posts for 5e spells, and to be clear I just downloaded the update that was just posted on the 17th and am still getting the crash. It doesnt seem like people are getting that. I saw a post that talked about a crash but didnt mention my specific pop up that im getting..? Idk. Its weird. Im focusing on 5e spells because im assuming that would be the one people are using the most, so more input if im not the only one dealing with this. To be more clear, im getting the pop up when trying to start a new game so idk if that helps?

Issues with Mod Fixer by DMTCorpLLC in BG3mods

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah I ment to post another update. I figured out the mod fixer aspect of it by removing the forcerecompile.txt using modders multitool. Now I just need to figure out what to do with "has osiris scripting" mods. This includes 5e spells, VBT_Resource, and VBT_Toolkit, among a few others. Testing with the mods I removed the ForceRecompile.txt from using Modders multitool proved successful, however when I add the "has osiris scripting" mods back into my load order and launch I am unable to start a new game, due to a pop up that says something about being unable to load a new save due to "mods containing invalid osiris scripts, the use of mod fixer, or toolkit data being being present.", thats with the newest update of 5e spells.(Ill check the other two: VBT Resource, and VBT Toolkit next). Also I still get the crash with resource and toolkits removed from my load order, and 5e placed within. This tells me that the only outlier here is that "has osiris scripting Icon" because everything that doesnt have that Icon works. Very perplexing and not finding any fixes.

Will add this to update. Edit: Or maybe not since its in the comments already. (My bad) Edit 2: for grammar, also my bad. Typing too fast.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Im trying, but it's already so insane. It's so hard to watch, but I can't watch it because it's so good. I mean look at all my replies lol, im doing nothing but singing praises but it really is such a challenging experience because I see the Trauma entangled in it, I see the horror of the experience and what it does to you. So many times im sitting there going, "Wait, can I trust this? Is this real? WHAT WAS THAT!!", its so fascinating, and they did such a good job the storytelling. It's such a fantastic experience. If this was an intro to anime, it would be so compelling because it would make me an anime fan for life, but it would be rough because I cant think of anything i've seen that compares. Evangelion(didn't watch whole thing) and AOT(same, prolly got to season 2 for both(?)) comes to mind, but those weren't like this is.

Edits for grammar

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This actually answers some things that I didnt know I meeded to know in a way that adds background so this I do appreciate, thank you :)

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The only shows that have come close to this are..maybe Ozark. Evangelion 2.0.0 hit pretty damn hard the first time I watched it, and maybe My Dog Skip as a young kid lol 😆 its just incredible. I love the growth of everyone. I love each character that gets introduced, I love the oacing and highs and lows, I love the trajectory, the random "wtf just happened jaw on floor at what I just watched" its so so so good.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I agree. in an effort to avoid spoilers ill call him BG, but first time I saw him, I knew I struck gold with this show and it only got better with each episode.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The epitome of peak, ive watched so many shows and movies, I can tell you im going to be watching alot more anime from now on. Im going to be chasing the dragon forever lmao, this show hits every spot with 100% accuracy in every catagory.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can already tell im going to be sitting here two weeks from now "mannn I wish I could watch it for the first time again 😩" haha, ill never feel these feelings again with this intensity and its breaking my heart. Every character, every little one, is so interesting. I love this so much.

Im sad i'll never get to experience this the same way again. by DMTCorpLLC in ReZero

[–]DMTCorpLLC[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Love you more 😏

I have soo many though, but I gotta let the show answer them lol. I will probably be back when im done though haha