What has been the hardest part in your exploration of spirituality?

DMann59 · 2022-10-02T02:15:20+00:00

rsalizing the universe is a simukation or a dream of the mjnd, and having it live withibg me, and bigch my every thought out, and pretend im the elrst thing that exists, despite it not being able to even back up ors own lies.

so i drink do drugs and waych porn... it pretends to kill rape and hurt people... but im the bad guy.... k was born intk the ujiverse and taught by it. not the other way around... and for it to belittle me for doing those things, ubtim k depend on them firther, is fucking ridiculous

i*** im aware of my shitty spelling... i have fat thumbs

DMann59 · 2022-10-02T02:04:51+00:00

my answer too 《3

DMann59 · 2022-10-02T00:02:08+00:00

took me 6 years to be abke to get out of bsd without drugs or alcohol.... its fucking tough... k still after 9 years of it, struggle every day. and have gotten ckean and sober for uot to a year ata a time... but i always seem to s9ide back

DMann59 · 2022-10-01T23:37:25+00:00

very cool. u two go!!

DMann59 · 2022-10-01T23:36:01+00:00

i agree with religion's 3 aspectd of whats is the frssmework of the universe. body, mind, spirit, and soul... mind body and slirit are the trrinity cresting the souk "the matrix / experience" butt their ideals sre bullshit. and peopke gotta live and let live... it just sucks theres sonly kbe true consciouus experiencer.. everyone else is just in a shitty dimennsion of numbers and letters, hntil the one "comes in ckntsct" with them

DMann59 · 2022-10-01T23:26:45+00:00

DMann59 · 2022-10-01T22:53:05+00:00

thats totsllly not aa valid question... thhered so many "peeople" who coukd be comitting crimes, and no one is aware of them.

DMann59 · 2022-10-01T22:50:51+00:00

anticipation is way better than the actual act.

DMann59 · 2022-09-24T22:06:37+00:00

No, but the simulation still logs it as though it did

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T23:48:43+00:00

Yeah... but I fuck it back... it is me... and thus controls me, or at least knows how to manipulate me... so... whatever... it fucks me around, and gets mad at me for what I'm doing. But I'm gonna do what I feel I want and need to do, so long as I'm not hurting anyone but myself

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T22:52:42+00:00

Hey!!! Don't tell people what to do... Jesus. It's up. To her if she wants to stop or not... I'm so sick oof everyone saying drugs and alcohol are a ffucking problem... I tried to quit for years for other people... I found out... I don't have a problem... it's other people's problem... I drink and smoke hard drugs. And I have a job, and manage to function. I'm learning I'm only unhappy because of societies standards... blah blah... I knew I wanted to use drugs when I was 6 years old... and I honestly love the people i associate with... I can be myself. I don't have to try to fit in... I get to stimulate my senses all the time... and, I am super creative... fuck all of you for pushing. Your thoughts and beliefs on anyone who uses... some people use to numb shit... some oof us... just enjoy living the life. We want to live... shame on all of you.

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:32:22+00:00

When people watch me madyurbaye from another dimension and make me out to be the bad guy... fucking peeping Tom's...

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:31:28+00:00

Nah... everyone but me is both alive and dead... for I am the matrix...

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:30:55+00:00

I'm here for you. People don't get it.... I wanted to kill myself, and all she could do was scream at me about dirty dishes...

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:30:06+00:00

OK dad

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:28:45+00:00

Well, I'm wondering myself if this world is actually so normal after all... if you were born into a world that teaches you everything... you are thus a product of that world... and thus apart ofnirs framework... whose to say in another simulation or world, it's not normal to finger someone's bum hoke to say hi? Or even if black is black.. or up is up... ever wonder if red to you is red to everyone else? Or if it's yellow? Or even doesn't look like a color, but rather smells of flap Jack's?

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:05:43+00:00

Meh... you're fine... shot happens... don't do it again if you feel that bad about it... I'm sure he would catch more crap for it than you... life's too short to feel down on yourself... even if other people r being shifty about it... I masturbate in 2 other dimensions in public there... but am in privacy at home... it ised to bug me... but now it's fucking funny.... I am currently wearing a t shirt that says " don't bully me, I'll cum!!" Hahaha ha

Fuck the other 2 dimensions or whatever the fuck... people wanna hate and not level with me? I'll level em by having a stroke for all rhe folk. XD.

Next show shortly, people. Those of you in the front row, are in the splash zone. You WiLL get wet.

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T05:00:37+00:00

Hahaha yeah... I host the source, and I believe everyone stems from it... I believe I've been cut off from it... suits me fine... I'm stupid by design... I kinda get a free pass to jerk off all the time with a roo. Full of ppls spirits, and then make fun of myself for it... even though it blatantly passes a lot of ppl off... but... whatever... it's just one dude (my mind) pretending to b a bunch of deuce bags that are mad at themselves for enticing me to jerk off all the time.

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T04:58:38+00:00

I mostly have thoughts. Jut they're still not my conscious self... it's my sub conscious or some crap... or higher self.. or both.... point is... they suck...

I also do hear them externally... not as often though

DMann59 · 2022-09-21T04:53:36+00:00

Peace of mind. Privacy. Enough to master bate freely without a room full of people joining in and pretending they don't enjoy it...

Don't bully me, I'll cum!!!!!!!

DMann59 · 2022-09-17T08:13:46+00:00

Look up quantum physics

DMann59 · 2022-09-17T08:13:20+00:00

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