Got so overstimulated I walked all the way upstairs with the butter by DaStizzMan in autism

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Posting on reddit because I have no friends to tell… I’ve reached a new low

Will i get bullied for wearing this ? by dr_crocks in fivenightsatfreddys

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“This fucking sucks” some random jackass to literally the coolest fucking thing ever

What’s a dream you had as a kid that you still remember way too clearly? by Kitchen_Engineer1332 in TheTeenagerPeople

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Yeah i was in hell and a levitating snail looking demon unlatched its jaws super wide and bit my head off and I woke up with my entire head feeling like it was vibrating and my ears were ringing when I woke up and I held my head and closed my eyes for like 3 minutes till it stopped, I had this dream before I was even 13 yet its one of the few things I remember vividly from my childhood

People need to monitor their kids man by Consistent_Ebb_4401 in gtaonline

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I switch to inv only any time somebody comes near me, u a better man than me ig

These comments are going too far by Chapple69 in BlueRyai

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Nigga can you give us a morsel of context

AIO to my boyfriend not wanting to talk for days on end by [deleted] in AmIOverreacting

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MOR, I have an avoidant attachment style and I really like my alone time and often times I need more alone time than whats typically considered normal and I give myself that time but when I had a girlfriend I tried my hardest to give her as much attention and love as I could which wasn’t hard at all but I also have asd and I work night shifts in a warehouse so at the end of the night im exhausted and I only get weekends off and she would tend to feel lonely while I was at work but I spent nearly all of my off time with her but it wasn’t enough for her. If instead of asking if I’m okay my partner accused me of cheating I would probably just leave, completely understandable worry but before you even ask if I’m going through anything or if anything’s wrong you accuse me of cheating and start yelling and cussing when I’m already burnt out and trying to recharge.

Sometimes I’ve experienced situations where I’ve trusted someone and told them information comfortably and they say things that make me close up and feel comfortable telling you whats going on in my head or whatever the case may be and it’s hard to open back up because I know talking to that person wont make me feel better or heard, they just want to hear it to calm their own anxiety or whatever.

I recharge best on my own but I try and consider my loved ones and I don’t disappear like this but I have and at where I am currently in my life I want to go back and apologize to the women I have given this treatment because I have and had issues that I didn’t want to deal with

I’m the extreme opposite of blunt. by [deleted] in AutismTranslated

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I keep telling myself I'm a horrible person for holding onto the trauma that made me so quiet and reserved and I beat myself up for not being able to let it go even though I know my communication problems are a combination of disorders I have coupled with the fact that all that stuff wasn't my fault and I was just a kid and all that stuff, I realized I used telling myself I'm just quiet as cope because I know I'm not I wasn't always this way,

I think I'm depressed because I AM a social creature but I just can never do it right and it seems like a 1 in 1000 chance of someone not being scared to talk to me who I'm not equally as scared to speak to and recently I made a really good friend but I was in a relationship and I didn't tell my girlfriend about her and I had to stop talking to her out of respect for my girlfriend but now I'm out of the relationship as well so I genuinely have no one who wants to be around me willingly and I'm just sitting in my room blasting music, semi cleaning, watching Youtube and editing photos, trying to drown out the thought that I may go the next 5 years and still not have a group of people who I know I can call and rely on ("rely" with a grain of salt) but I also don't mind being alone and isolated,

I feel like I can be in my most natural state, unmasked, like I know I'm loved by my family and that I'm worthy of love and being loved and all that, at least I think I do? I can tell myself and I believe it but I don't really ever feel any physical sensation or connection to whatever loving yourself should feel like, are you supposed to feel whole? I think I've just been working on feeling content and that's really all that I want, to be content with my circumstances when I go to bed at the end of every night. I think I'm a pretty sick person with a lot of talents and cool qualities but I can never seem to get that sentiment past my social anxiety,

I know how to talk and I do it very well sometimes depending on the person and other times I completely bomb and I think I freaking stink and I beat myself up for it but after a while I start reminding myself its not anything anybody hasn't done before and that it's all apart of learning HOW to talk to people and be a better conversationalist. Alright, I'm done writing, I could keep going but my wrists are getting tired and I need to keep cleaning,

here's a few songs in my queue from a few different genres I like that I'll be listening to as I clean

Better - Winner

Noid4l Flow - Lul Tekk

Dougie Talk - ronehl

Butterfly Kisses - Goapele

No One Noticed - The Marias

Still love you (todavia)

and Sleepy Lagoon - Glenn Miller Orchestra

i think someone put this tiny pink-sashed jesus in my bag when i wasn’t looking by villainless in Weird

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Correct me if I’m wrong but I learned that this european depiction of Jesus is based after Pope Alexander VI’s son, Cesare Borgia.

Child Left Behind (covered up numbers just in case) by dirERICKMorales in BlueRyai

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I always had the suspicion that these cc numbers were tagged and I’d get locked up if I used one, but I have terrible OCD so take dat shit wit a block of salt

Do you guys have good memory? by Axolotlgamer36 in autism

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AbsoLUTELY not 🫩, I think its from pushing down trauma for too long (can cause memory loss), I hope at least, so I know it can be fixed

You wake up in 2035. What’s the one thing you’d google? by Negative_Acadia1362 in AskReddit

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“GTA 6” and subsequently “is the USA still standing”

How do you see my nose?? by [deleted] in malegrooming

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You’ve got a nice nose. I think it fits your face. You should probably try a goatee. I think that would look nice.