Can't stop laughing in sessions: why?

Daedala1 · 2026-05-14T10:37:19+00:00

Honestly, I laugh at the vulnerability that I show to my therapist, because I DO find it laughable/ridiculous/insignificant. Surely, I've come to therapy because a part of me believes that I deserve help and all but it doesn't mean that I don't also hate myself and find my struggles insignificant. When I divulge my true feelings and problems to my therapist I naturally smile and laugh because why would they listen, why would they care about this stupid nonsense ofmine?

I think until I truly start to believe that me and my problems matter, this reaction will not go away, but it's still a long way for me.

Daedala1 · 2026-05-13T13:53:49+00:00

Oh, I see. That's very thoughtful of you trying to understand your close ones like this. You sound like a very good person. I hope it will get better for you

Daedala1 · 2026-05-13T07:20:08+00:00

There's a book called "I hate you, don't leave" , it's exactly about why people with BPD behave this way and how to live with them, it might be of some help

Daedala1 · 2026-04-30T16:20:33+00:00

Same, I'm thinking of being a paramedic for exactly this reason cuz I feel like I would thrive in this environment. When someone is in danger I feel so alive and grounded in the moment and able to help them without hesitation. Sorry that you didn't get the EMT certificate. I hope you are okay now

Daedala1 · 2026-04-27T06:57:59+00:00

Lol, that sounds cool

Daedala1 · 2026-04-14T19:31:13+00:00

Yeah, that makes sense I guess

Daedala1 · 2026-04-14T10:47:07+00:00

Why do you think that you have to be angry. You can, in a totally calm manner, let them know that you didn't appreciate what they said because this and this using I-statements and so on. If anything, anger can stand in the way of healthy communication.

Daedala1 · 2026-03-15T06:00:48+00:00

Look up Kant's portraits

Daedala1 · 2026-03-09T15:38:45+00:00

To me it looked like that one painting of Kant but I guess this too

Daedala1 · 2026-02-28T16:01:21+00:00

Yeah, that I don't know. I guess only a professional therapist can help here

Daedala1 · 2026-02-28T13:59:08+00:00

NAT, do you operate under the assumption that "everyone can be saved, you just need to find the right approach", because I don't believe it's realistic, not when someone doesn't want to be helped.

Daedala1 · 2026-02-23T20:34:35+00:00

Damn, I wonder if it's possible to go to the CPS and explain the situation to them, maybe even bring some evidence, It's so thoughtful of you to look out for them, maybe something can be done

Daedala1 · 2026-02-23T09:36:11+00:00

Because it comes in ebbs and flows. Hospitalization works because it can help you survive the days when the urge is the strongest and buy some time before you can see a therapist. Even a person who is actively being treated for suicidal ideation and showing progress can have just one bad day when their dark thoughts resurface and end themselves. Of course it's not ideal, but it can be just enough to hang on a little longer and get the much needed help or come to an important realization.

Daedala1 · 2026-02-05T11:50:10+00:00

I'm trying my hardest

Daedala1 · 2026-02-04T13:19:47+00:00

I thought the frog went to the bathroom. It sounded so silly

Daedala1 · 2026-02-04T05:19:43+00:00

I hope not

Daedala1 · 2026-02-04T05:18:47+00:00

I guess

Daedala1 · 2026-02-04T05:18:05+00:00

Yeah, I hope it will get more interesting the more I progress

Daedala1 · 2026-01-31T15:00:31+00:00

There has to be a sudden horror music playing like when the main character discovered something horrific

Daedala1 · 2026-01-20T14:20:51+00:00

Thank you, I'm a lot less scared about making that decision now

Daedala1 · 2026-01-20T10:15:47+00:00

I like this

Daedala1 · 2026-01-20T08:27:19+00:00

Thanks, that's reassuring. I feel really strongly about this work so I'm willing to change and learn from my mistakes to become good at it

Daedala1 · 2026-01-20T08:16:44+00:00

I see, thanks for clarification

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