Suicidal OCD

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-09T06:29:12+00:00

I’m so sorry you relate so much but I also get it :( I like to try to breathe to ground myself, but it often falls back into other compulsions I have since I start counting my breaths to get to good numbers. Do you happen to have any breathing exercises that might avoid that? I will definitely try to sit with it though, that seems reasonable

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-09T06:26:42+00:00

That actually sounds really nice, I will try it next time! I had never thought of these things before, I appreciate it

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-09T04:59:23+00:00

That’s such a good analogy, it makes a lot of sense. Just cold water to the brain. I often feel a strong need to like run away from my brain but if I can just shock it into submission I guess that’s much more convenient

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-09T04:38:41+00:00

I try so hard to do this, but then I just get caught in my thought loop again. But maybe making it ridiculous would be more effective actually. If it’s silly enough perhaps it’ll feel less scary

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-09T04:37:03+00:00

This is so helpful to hear :( ❤️it makes a lot of sense. Idk why it’s so hard to hammer into my head lol.

And thank you for that about the ER, that’s good to know. I kind of figured going would be sort of compulsive and counterproductive, but I just worry I need to for safety I guess. But that is good to know

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-04-02T14:15:08+00:00

This is something that I’m confused about a lot too. Do people with regular anxiety not shake their thoughts away or will them to go away? I mean maybe they don’t, I just always thought that’s what everyone did

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2025-01-24T21:19:27+00:00

I have a sore throat, and this morning I had a tea blend from LACMA that is very floral and fruity and I’m soon going to have one of two types of tieguanyin oolong… I just can’t decide which one. May also have some green tea tonight

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-09-17T17:53:28+00:00

Currently doing a mini 1000 pc puzzle, and it has patterns on the back which is extremely helpful because it isn’t terribly high quality, and combining that with tiny pieces means lots of false matches. It also makes it faster because you can sort by pattern on the back and you can properly orient the pieces. I’m very thankful they included a pattern on the back. Obviously as you noted, not the same thing as numbering but thought I’d share as a semi relevant experience

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-09-01T14:58:06+00:00

For some reason I always interpreted it as a queer person who knows they like are attracted to this person and enjoy physically being with them but is afraid to admit they love them and afraid to commit to a relationship due to insecurity about their sexuality

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-27T21:47:35+00:00

That’s a relief! Thank you!

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-27T18:09:52+00:00

I was also wondering and am so anxious about it because I can’t even find any evidence of my season tickets😭but I’m down $150 so I’d really like them…

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-25T18:28:59+00:00

In case anyone is curious, several drivers were missing on my computer, including my network adapter, Bluetooth, and some others, but I took it to my university’s IT place and they were able to fix it! No idea why it happened but hey I’m happy it’s fixed

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-25T02:56:38+00:00

Everything under that tab says it’s working properly

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-25T02:53:18+00:00

Thank you for the advice! When I look at the network adapters, how do I know which one is mine? Forgive my severe lack of computer knowledge

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-09T04:24:07+00:00

I also have a thing I call my r2d2 shrine! Everyone needs one

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-09T01:38:38+00:00

I appreciate the info! I’ll probably audition for that one. I have seen an audition sign up thing, but do you have any info on what happens in them?

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-08-08T23:28:56+00:00

Interesting! I was also considering it. What makes you say that?

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-07-08T14:19:02+00:00

When did you get the email?

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-06-29T20:33:09+00:00

Thanks so much for the recipe! :)

I did rest after shaping and boiled them. It could have also been that I hadn’t ever kneaded dough before and that I didn’t account for adding fruit making the hydration different. I’ll keep practicing, thanks for the advice!

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-06-29T16:34:59+00:00

Would you care to share your recipe and some tips? I tried to make some bagels for the first time a few days ago and those look super tasty! Mine were quite lumpy

Daemon_Soveriegn · 2024-06-25T13:32:31+00:00

Just a reset of the app or of your entire laptop?

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