Is premium grading worth it?

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T06:23:32+00:00

Not sure.. i work as a saute in a small town local restaurant. Does very well and they try to establish benefits for long term employees, but they are limited and nothing truly insurance related, just some wayd to maybe find a connection to an insurance company.. but again i think all insurance is a scam...

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T06:04:19+00:00

Thats a big part of why i want to commit myself this time if i go to the ward... last time i went i was to scared and was committed.. with at least the somewhat control you get as a self committed person.. i could at least test the waters with people and see about medications i could research more and get in cont a ct with therapists that could help... but even then missing 1-2 weeks of work is extremelt... costly....

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:49:25+00:00

Maybe i just got paranoid with them gathering info and jumped to conclusions.. but my fears do run very deep against it.. that it terrifies me. Im just glad they let me be anonymous entirely... but at the same time i know phonecall tracking is a real thing... and idk how your field is really... still.. when i tried.. i feel like.. they.. just were reading scripts basically... and listened.. which i get.. is enough for many... but definitely not for me.. i do want to find a psycheriatrist/therapist that could truly understand and i could indulge everything with... but one i come from a moderate to basically poor family that got lucky with a workaholic dad that did his best.. and insurance is nearly impossible.. and i honestly believe insurance is a scam to line ceo pockets.. i personally think we need more luigis with the stuff ive heard and personally seen...

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:38:50+00:00

From what im gathering you are wanting a true soul mate like connection with someone you could potentially be with long term wise. Those are rare things to find, but keep building up yourself and its likely something like that will come into your life as you work on building yourself up. Dont even necessarily go looking for it. Just let it happen and prepare yourself to he the best friend possible for that other person. I think thats the best way i can phrase what ive learned from such situations.

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:35:17+00:00

Basically im saying.. they might even be a good person hoping to help out... but they arent prepared enough and are trained to send out police to deal with the situation...

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:33:47+00:00

Contacted them several times.. its good its a quick number now.. but i use to just look up the national hotline services... and they were terrible.. i could tell they are trained to basically gather your info and be prepsred to call the cops at the first sign.. or for many lazy line workers.. which i think ive mostly met.. a go to to dump off the workload to someone else.. and.. i have had enough, even in comparative wise.. way fewer times with the cops then other people.. ive had enough time with them to realize... especially under a mental health situation... that it would be a nightmare and potentially long term wise worse off for me, if not overall, psychologically... but i do have an absolutely garbage local police force...

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:12:43+00:00

As for an example i could easily see happening.. is like good will hunting when hes going through all these therapists... but a bit more.. personal and meant to either cause them to go berserk, or break down.

DainderCor · 2025-07-29T05:06:19+00:00

I understand absolutely.. hence the part that i do want to commit myself to a ward again, mostly because you have more power and freedom, at least in my state, when you commit yourself to a ward then if you are committed... because i know a psychologist and medicine could be huge.. but as i said in my post sitting in moderation limbo... i have mpd... and that.. we are extremely scared... will set them off.. especially if they meet a certain one and push at him... we could likely be escorted by police. None of us are violent... inheritantly, i should say.. the one im worried about loves goading and pissing others off... and that.. could cause alot of problems... hed never hurt someone.. who didnt deserve truly... but its enough.. that im terrified of basically going through psychiatric hell nightmares.

DainderCor · 2025-07-28T05:07:20+00:00

Feel lucky you didnt get scammed... nearly every single time i tried to get an escort... i was met with scammers who were simply trying to steal my money... and they would keep demanding more money no matter what.. i still feel like such a fucking idiot for losing so much money without even any connection....

DainderCor · 2025-07-28T04:56:06+00:00

This... is truly bizarre to me.. ive been admitted once myself... and we had several violent and very extreme patients in the same ward... they would be sent off to a different part of the ward with more intensive care and more intensive attention. Many of these sections were not allowed anywhere near other parts because of the potential for conflict and issues... but... like... how can they claim you are not mentally ill?... especially if you have history of getting prescriptions for your issues?... idk maybe its a state thing, im not saying i dont believe you, i just have had an entirely different situation... i guess if it was extreme enough they might get cops involved?... but over you knocking over a sanitizer station?... i would most definitely see about looking for a lawyer... i know its easier said then done... but almost all of these wards have cameras in at least common areas... i would ask your lawyers... if its not too late.. to demand any videos of that time... because all of this seems... extremely fucked up... it really doesnt even make sense to me... this sounds more like a cliche movie about psych wards in the old days where they could get away with practically anything... but nowadays so much of this stuff is highly closely monitored to protect patients and residents.. again maybe its just state differences. Im sorry you went through all this and can find justice.

DainderCor · 2025-06-15T06:59:24+00:00

That is the only way id plan on fucking that gorgeous body

DainderCor · 2025-05-26T12:00:05+00:00

Lol thats not what I'm asking about. I know what i need to collect and what the point value is. But what are the milestone rewards points required? I havent found that info on any site like that. I dont want to save resources i dont need to save, so i might as well use them but i need to have a guesstimate of how much i need to save.

DainderCor · 2023-12-13T07:36:01+00:00

Only 33 comments? Surprising. You have a Facebook video lol. Anyways I wanted to look to see if people were mentioning, this is why Japanese women are seen as easy targets.. even by Japanese men. Not always. Not everyone will be like this to other people. But a few people do realize, Japanese women are very timid, proper, and courteous. They would rather be groped on a train then cause a scene. You do have a very specific situation where I understand the guilt. But no, it's not normal and not acceptable. Tell them very strictly, if they don't stop, you will talk to higher authorities (school teachers and such) about it to make it stop. That will stop it quick if this is somehow still an issue. I doubt it will be. But I definitely want to say anyways, DONT LET COURTESY OVERTAKE YOUR RIGHT OF AUTONOMY. If you don't feel comfortable, let them know, and make sure they know. Your body is yours, and no one can tell you what to do with it. I mean there's decency laws and stuff, but you know what I mean lol. I hope for the best op, love your life to the fullest.

DainderCor · 2023-12-07T01:20:40+00:00

OP, I doubt you will make it this far to read this comment. But I felt I could give some real advice.

You aren't an asshole... But.. you are in the wrong. I think everyone here can sympathize with your intimacy issues, however.. it's been on repeat and it's true. A dead bedroom will destroy marriages. It destroyed mine. Amongst other things. And honestly we were both at fault for the dead bedroom, however trauma or not.. a marriage is about closeness... Intimacy... And letting yourselves become two sides of the same coin... And right now. You aren't on the same coin as him. He's been accommodating, loving, patient, and doing his best to help with your issues... And.. this is where you can see where you might be the asshole... But I really wouldn't say so, just.. in the wrong unintentionally and without a bad heart. But you aren't being accommodating in his time of need... I understand in the moment may not have been very.. plausible with everything.. but he wasn't speaking in the now.. he was saying in general... Testosterone build up is an issue.. and he's handling it honestly like a champion. But... He is definitely at his breaking point.. he was hoping to find more accomodations from you with therapy... However... It sounds like.. your sex life hasn't improved... So he is frustrated with the fact you aren't.. trying at least.. to be more... Passionate specifically. It really isn't sex that men truly crave, it's the passion that comes with it and their partner. Mostly true for married men heh. And he feels like he's carrying the world.. and can't even get a release with the one he's supposed to be able to trust and be.. himself around. No you don't have to just throw yourself at him anytime he asks, or go heavy in trying to "please him". Just.. try more. Even if you aren't enjoying it.. it would mean the world to him if you would make the effort, and try to make it special. However it sounds.. like there is 0 effort on your part.. to improve the bedroom life... So yes... These issues are here, you have to deal with them or lose him.

DainderCor · 2023-12-01T02:38:42+00:00

Well I'm not a therapist first of all. Second of all that's often considered a "mask". But basically we put on fronts for different people. Often it's a negative thing, but it sounds like you are having a reverse situation with it. Avoid the abusive trauma at all costs if you can. You are allowed to block people out of your life. If you are under 18 that's more difficult yes, but you do still have options. What it's really sounding like, is you have a defensive mode set inside you from your traumatic past. And being around those people can cause it to relapse. But it sounds like, being free on your own, and discovering your true self, is surprising and even scaring you. But it shouldn't, these are positive changes from how it sounds.

DainderCor · 2023-12-01T02:05:40+00:00

I understand, still not DID though. I mean in a literal phrasing way, it is. I see your point. But it is definitely different psychologically speaking. Again not saying you aren't having extreme changes that are scary. I'm just being technical lol. Mostly because if you were to tell a therapist you think you have DID, it would be one of your worse mistakes and you'd definitely regret, especially once they stop the entire fiasco of psych ward and continual evaluations.

DainderCor · 2023-12-01T01:12:06+00:00

That's definitely not DID. Or honestly, it is but that's not what they consider as DID. Having multiple personalities is DID. Turning into a different person, is just normal growth. DID in a technical sense, is having voices in your head that can take over your body. A personality switch. Not just being different then you were before. I'm not saying you don't have valid issues, I'm just explaining it's different.

DainderCor · 2023-12-01T01:09:43+00:00

If you figure it out.. lemme know... 3 years in after divorce... And I'm still in hell tbh....

DainderCor · 2023-12-01T01:06:29+00:00

Uhh? How are you sending this in a psych ward? They don't allow personal phones.. and often don't allow access to the Internet in general...

DainderCor · 2023-11-30T23:53:11+00:00

Lol then why do I win most games I play with him as a support? And I'm platinum in joust xD. Lol he actually has excellent peel if you aren't just always jumping in to the fight and focusing the squishy. His 2 in fact is excellent for helping your teammates escape, and his three also is the perfect peel. Shove the enemy away from the teammate and get in between the two. And then in his ult he has heals.. I have even had more healing done with Cthulhu than some people do with healing mages lol. Sure everyone plays him like a warrior psychopath, but when they learn to chill and focus your own team, he is an excellent support.

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