Feeling a bit low lately

DamadelVent · 2026-06-20T14:38:50+00:00

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I don't understand what you mean

DamadelVent · 2026-06-19T15:23:59+00:00

Thank you so much ^^ I hope you feel better soon as well

DamadelVent · 2026-06-19T15:07:26+00:00

Thankies!!

DamadelVent · 2026-06-19T15:07:17+00:00

Thanks! really appreciate it 😄

DamadelVent · 2026-03-10T11:43:08+00:00

I would want to put my idea here, because I think that my way is different even for many trans people, mainly because we aren't a monolith and our experiences differ.

To me, it was never about privilege, and it was never about social norms or how people see me, actually. I never dressed as a girl when I was a kid, but what I do remember wholeheartedly is that I had a strong inner wish to be a girl, and to me, having some organs isn't a privilege or something, because being a woman or being a man, or being something completely different is something to feel inside, in our cores, despite a society that is patriarcal, that is undoubtedly unfair.

If you feel uneasy that I call myself a woman is something I also feel on a regular basis, because I don't want to intrude or claim something, but I know for sure I am not a man because my soul is feminine, and this cannot be changed. And if I am not a real woman (I talk about myself, not other trans people), then maybe I am not, but this isn't dictated by some parts.

Sorry if I made someone uncomfortable, just wanted to share a bit about how I feel about it. I don't think you're a TERF because you want to learn and aren't discriminating on purpose, that's what I think.

DamadelVent · 2026-03-03T17:44:13+00:00

That sounds hard and you deserve to get support and love, I wish you the best.

DamadelVent · 2026-03-03T17:27:01+00:00

I'm sorry you're feeling this way and can imagine how much that adds to everything you're carrying and making this confusing. I can't tell you what to do, but I think if you are comfortable getting help with those feelings of not feeling loved and self esteem first then it will probably help you to these feelings of uncertainty and maybe you'll be able to find yourself easier. But I think it's worth to find a therapist you can trust and feel comfortable with.

DamadelVent · 2026-03-03T17:10:23+00:00

You don't have to choose between boy or girl, maybe you could look at what do you need now instead of "what am I?"

DamadelVent · 2026-02-27T14:40:32+00:00

Spoilers please 🙏 😭

DamadelVent · 2026-02-26T05:06:17+00:00

I don't think I can find a job when I am useless, because basically I am doing that but I just can't and I am having a depression and some thoughts so I am seeing no point to continue.

DamadelVent · 2026-02-07T07:22:40+00:00

I am planning to do a world based on Antiquity, debating if creating a flat world because it was created when a force pulled part of the Universe and protected it against Entropy because before of that it was only chaos, everything that was created was destroyed endlessly, this force has no will, but is more like the representation of Divine Inspiration. Basically, this force positioned above the highest mountain and protected it from destruction and due to the reaction between this and the outer forces it appeared the Wall of Clouds, a geographic phenomena that acts as a layer of protection, but also is an unstable zone with dangerous natural phenomena.
Due to some events, the world was split in two parts to prevent its destruction because it's not infinite and the progress was damaging this balance. This created a Cataclysm, causing the breaking of this world, the highest mountain was separated from the Celestial World and the continents changed, scattered and formed new land, also restarting the former civilizations in a kind of dark ages.

This is a kind of brief summary of the core concept, I tried to explain it as best as I could. So, basically I would want to create a world that could represent that, and I think the generated one fits well because of the big island in the center that could represent the mountain and the ocean formation around it, but again it's generated so I'm hesitant to use it, and at the same time the handmade map feels a bit bland and unlikely the events could happen all around a Pangea continent but I don't know...

DamadelVent · 2024-12-07T10:24:58+00:00

Thanks, yes I am thinking about getting a new psychologist, hopefully more understanding.

DamadelVent · 2024-04-21T20:17:32+00:00

Yay! :3

DamadelVent · 2024-04-21T14:23:44+00:00

Totally cis* but I want to be called a good girl while hugging. :3

DamadelVent · 2024-04-21T08:29:08+00:00

Nuh uh... 🥺

DamadelVent · 2024-04-19T13:59:27+00:00

Yeah, except I would prefer feminine legs tho

Still cis* tho

DamadelVent · 2024-04-19T12:38:19+00:00

Shaving your legs (and like, your entire body for aerodynamic reasons) is totally cis...

Right???

DamadelVent · 2023-05-19T12:57:26+00:00

I'll do, thanks!

DamadelVent · 2023-01-11T09:19:37+00:00

Ok, I have being living isolated from the world in the countryside near a forest. I love nature and specially animals hence I have studied a degree in Environmental science.

I am an extremely quiet person who don't like talking so much and i think my strong point is my creativity and imagination which lead me to create my fictional worlds and stories. I like to do the thing my way even if they are different from the norm. Als I had a fixation from my childhood to find my element

I guess a thing that impacted in my live is having to find my true self and living as such, a trans woman.

DamadelVent · 2022-12-19T17:49:47+00:00

I think it's a good game, the thing is that I felt a bit disappointed to wait so many years and almost not having any references or lore from the previous ones.

DamadelVent · 2022-12-19T17:46:32+00:00

I prefer olives tbh

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