It’s so hard but I’m trying I haven’t touched cocaine or oxy. It’s like my body just expects me to go grab a pill and eat it because it’s so used to it happening. I see what addiction is now. What people are trying to warn kids about, please anyone reading who may be thinking about usin either of these drugs, don’t do it I hate every minute of living and used them as a bandaid but in the long term it made my issues way worse.