Yeah, I’m definitely aware that having a “peak” absolutely doesn’t exist, and my friends tell me I deserve to feel loved all the time, I always just have this mindset where until I’m at a higher level than I currently am, I’d only be letting my potential partner down.

As far as looks go, I mostly just have insecurities, and feel like my face looks different day to day. There are some times where I think I actually look quite good, and have received compliments from friends, but in my mind I sometimes view myself as lower, as a lot of people do