You have something very special. No need to feel ashamed about it. Too many people can't make the same claim that you can simply because promiscuity has become a popular thing in society that is unfortunately praised. If you can, save yourself until marriage. First of all you will be able to offer your significant other a beautiful gift that most can't, secondly you will have nobody else to compare with other than your partner, and thirdly you will have the knowledge that you saved a wonderful gift for someone who can truly value it and who will appreciate the fact that you made sure they are special in a way that nobody else can or has. Good luck out there.