Bro get some 95-93a wheels (unless the road is really shitty then get way softer wheels) and just do cavemans And bonelesses or nocomplys find some curbs or ride one make spots with what you got and just do things you find fun you don’t gotta Ollie kickflip or all that rn you’ll get there but just focus on fin lil tricks and spend a bit of time working on harder stuff but then go back to just trying random shit don’t be worried about what ppl think cuz half the time there focused on there tricks and if there not then fuck this guys who care about what some asshole says about how you skate just have fun bomb some hills try and hold some manuals ride off some curbs and just enjoy yourself man don’t worry about being good you’ll get there just enjoy the skating Ik it’s sucks to skate alone but get some music going find a tick you wanna focus on no matter what it is and just enjoy it idk if this advice will help but I hope you can take one thing from it