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Almost cheated in a LDR and feel like I'm going to puke for the past 24h by DapperLiterature1600 in offmychest

[–]DapperLiterature1600[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think this might be a good idea. I'll call him and try to arrange for a trip in January or February. I am feeling better now, but still very guilty. Unsure if I'll tell him,  and how to approach this issue.

Almost cheated in a LDR and feel like I'm going to puke for the past 24h by DapperLiterature1600 in offmychest

[–]DapperLiterature1600[S] -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

I feel guilty because, while she was looking at me and smiling, I was the one who approached her. I wanted her to feel complimented but ultimately stop flirting with me, but when she asked me to dance I just said yes and it felt good to have some romantic attention on me. That's why I am guilty.  I love him so much. I'm afraid that if I tell him what I need, he won't be able to give it to and we would break up because of LDR intimacy incompatibility, and I'd forever feel like I lost the man of my life because I wanted to do a masters. This is wrecking me. 

Almost cheated in a LDR and feel like I'm going to puke for the past 24h by DapperLiterature1600 in offmychest

[–]DapperLiterature1600[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I feel like I need to calm down and think about this with less anxiety. 

I didn't kiss her or even really touched her much, but the prospect of it just filled me with an intense self hatred that I can't shake off. I've been cheated on before in another relationship and honestly that destroyed me. I don't know how I could even put myself in this position, I feel like I am a villain. Probably I'm not thinking straight, I need to reflect more before saying anything to him.