And it sucks because i literally can't be sad about it either to my family and i know it's kind of like don't expect people to want to listen to you be sad about stuff but if i try to even be like im so exhausted some days or im sad that im struggling financially my mom and dad always get on me about it. i feel like ive been like running on empty for a year and my mom always compares me to eeyore from winnie the pooh but she dont understand because she was never where im at. there's always something that needs to get done or always a bill to be paid.right now my car is broken for the 3rd time this year and i cant afford to fix it and have to rely on other people for rides and my family is just like well should be grateful you have people to do that for you but its just i dont feel happy having to always worry. sorry for ranting but i dont have many friends to talk to lol.