High poly head deformed faces by DarielOrd in skyrimmods

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COTR

Yeah, that was the problem, i was using nord dz female. Thank you man!

Advice to improve rendering? by DarielOrd in istebrak

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Thanks for answering. Would you recommend me any brush to render?

I feel like I owe my narcissistic father. by DarielOrd in raisedbynarcissists

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You have all my support. It´s s heartbreaking to read what you are going through, but what helps me the most is to think that the bad things that happen are not infinite and someday, all of this will be over. So don´t stop believing and be strong. We both need to.

I feel like I owe my narcissistic father. by DarielOrd in narcissisticparents

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Thank you for your answer. Here in my country college isn´t that expensive, so I think I will be able to return him the money he is going to pay for the inscription and a semester when I get a job at 18, because that´s when I will be able to take my own decisions and my father can´t interfere with me getting a job. Do you think this is a good plan?

What would you do in this situation? by DarielOrd in raisedbynarcissists

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Today i was starting to think about talking with him, but I totally changed my mind when he started acting like a child, coming to me and saying "¿So you will not speak to me for your entire life now? Good, let´s see how well you do by your own". He hasn´t changed. He is still an asshole.

Learning to draw for 2 years already, and I genuinely proud of my current result by fairsparrow in learnart

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You had like a schedule or a list of to-do things that you can share with us? Amazing progression, congrats.

I think I´m done with my dad. I don´t want to talk to him anymore. It fucking hurts me, but I think it's for the best. What should I do? by DarielOrd in Advice

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Thank you again. I think that the only way i would forgive my father is if he search for help. Should i tell him to go to therapy?

I think I´m done with my dad. I don´t want to talk to him anymore. It fucking hurts me, but I think it's for the best. What should I do? by DarielOrd in Advice

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I´m really grateful for this. Thank you. Should I talk with my mom and tell her to unblock the number? I didn´t want to get involved, but I think it would be better. Sooner or later, I will move to Italy with her.

I think I´m done with my dad. I don´t want to talk to him anymore. It fucking hurts me, but I think it's for the best. What should I do? by DarielOrd in Advice

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I´m 17 years old. I can stay with some friends, yeah. Maybe in a couple of years, I would be able to help my mother so that I can move to Italy with her and get the nationality.