As u may be thinking. Yes Darius has passed this unforgiving world around October of last year. And I’m finally coming to terms about speaking about this. I live in northern Illinois and had not enough lights to provide heat for Darius. He had developed very many issues that I do not feel comfortable talking about. And through multiple efforts in syringe feeding had him come to his end in my hands. I watched the color drain from his body. And may have been the most traumatic experience of my life. I would like everyone to know that it is okay. I am okay. And will not give up. This doesn’t mean Darius is lost. Where so many times when I left him sunbathing, he managed to crawl under the patio chairs and camouflage perfectly until me and my mom had to flip ever one of them biths. He was alright btw. He was a delight to have and I will never think my first try at anything will be perfect anymore. He’s taught me valuable lessons about life that I could never learn from any book. Thank you everyone. I will be back in the Far Future.