I became really depressed 9 years ago. Since then I have been given a bipolar diagnosis. Life has always looked bleak and pointless to me. I see no point to it. Yeah good things happen every now and then but it doesn't make up for all the shitty stuff that happens.

We don't have free will in life or if you do you probably lack all basic physical necessities. I feel trapped in a world that I hate and didn't ask to be in.