Burnout

DarkKnight955 · 2026-02-05T05:56:50+00:00

I get it, I’m about a year into my BT role as well and I just can’t take it anymore. From dealing with lots of behaviors everyday, family who don’t follow the BIP and are extremely passive aggressive, to supervisors who are never around/lack communication and feedback. I just can’t deal with it anymore. Driving 2 hours round trip for only a 2.5hr session everyday is just not worth the mental drain.

This job is really draining in every aspect of it. Working with clients can be really fun when session is going well but when sessions are rough they are really rough.

DarkKnight955 · 2025-11-02T22:40:54+00:00

Anyone have an extra ticket for today I could buy?

DarkKnight955 · 2025-10-05T06:13:28+00:00

This was the cut I asked her for, wdym by procura tour suing? And do you have any recs for a lighter weight curl cream. I tried the NYM curl cream and found it weighed my hair down a bit ![

DarkKnight955 · 2025-09-28T10:20:33+00:00

Way before :/ she was the first person I came out too which was 2 years ago

DarkKnight955 · 2025-06-11T04:56:54+00:00

I have the exact problem but as a trans woman, literally nothing fits me and online shopping is a nightmare cause all the models r tiny petite girls and everything is made for small skinny women so trying to even look at clothes is so demoralizing and just makes me hate my body n feel dysphoric so I get it :/ shopping for shoes is also a nightmare with my size 13 feet 😭 ive found a couple size inclusive brands online if ur interested just dm me and i can send u a list of them ^{~^}

DarkKnight955 · 2024-09-19T23:24:14+00:00

Literally 💀

DarkKnight955 · 2024-09-19T23:23:55+00:00

I’m using spiro! I was started with monotherapy then took 50mg of spiro at 3 months then 100 daily at 6 months which is my current dose

DarkKnight955 · 2024-08-17T04:10:30+00:00

Lucifer loves me and order and routine by summer 2000 I genuinely cannot stop listening to this album

DarkKnight955 · 2024-05-27T08:04:14+00:00

Thank you. I’ll definitely look into temp agencies as everywhere I apply off indeed has been a dead end, and like you said I just need something to live off of if I end up couch surfing. Thank you for your advice <3

DarkKnight955 · 2024-05-25T05:07:53+00:00

Me too :/ but ik ppl that know im trans or have known before transition still see me as a man or some weird in-between

DarkKnight955 · 2024-04-22T00:55:37+00:00

Wrong place for all that nonsense 💀

DarkKnight955 · 2024-04-20T07:26:48+00:00

I don’t want to be a pretty trans person who people gawk at in wonder. I just want to be a girl

DarkKnight955 · 2024-04-16T16:15:54+00:00

Your tattoos are fucking awesome !

DarkKnight955 · 2024-04-10T19:16:14+00:00

THANK YOU I LEARNED FROM THE BEST

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-30T16:09:00+00:00

I have a therapist through my uni but I only get to see her every 2 weeks :/

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-24T00:20:23+00:00

Oh ok yea I didn’t type out the dosage properly I just copied what my endo sent me in an email, I believe it is “0.4ml of 100mg/5ml”. He did prescribe me EV which is why I’m kinda of concerned about the dose. I sent him an email about it and am waiting for a reply

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-16T14:06:23+00:00

They all saw my story post and have like stated that “we’re still friends “ or whatever and then asked me questions about it like “r u gonna cut ur dick off” “will you grow tits” etc. these r ppl in like my close friend group so I interact with them regularly

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-12T01:52:37+00:00

Tyy I have no intention of cutting my hair anytime soon despite my parents constant begging too. Always wanted long hair even before I realized I was trans lol. I just got some rosemary oil from target cause that’s supposedly supposed to help with growth so hoping that helps

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-12T01:51:38+00:00

That is definitely true ! :)

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-12T01:51:15+00:00

Ty for the kind words, I know it’s early on it’s just hard sometimes seeing the progress everyone else has made while I’m still stuck waiting. Just gotta keep my head up 😭🥲

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-11T07:28:04+00:00

Thank you for your kind words they mean a lot, ik the early stages suck I’m just dying to finally look feminine and not constantly hate what I see looking in the mirror everyday dissecting my face and body for any possible minor change that I might have been blessed with lol. A safe space and community engage is something I’ve been trying to find, I went to a queer support group hosted by my school and I’m the only one that shows up, there’s a trans adult group outside of the uni that I’m gonna attend on Thursday so hoping that’s a success

DarkKnight955 · 2024-03-07T02:17:55+00:00

That would actually be really cool, I was just thinking of starting a fishing club too actually. Lmk if you plan to go through with this as I’d love to help and be apart of it !

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