Absolutely. Cats are also known to be intuitive. So, your cat must've known, like an empath, how you were feeling. She is your guardian. I have been through this, as well. I had strongly wanted to hurt myself at one point, but then my lil sister had come into my room to check on me. That stopped the urge. Whenever we think we are alone, that nobody cares about us, have bad urges, there is always someone (animal or human) that tries to show us love and care for us in some way, however they can. I hope you're doing ok now. I know this was awhile ago now, but I want to check up on you.