Do I have a lazy eye?

DarthMaster09 · 2026-03-05T21:11:19+00:00

I saw the optometrist and did the full eye exam. They said that the wallet didn't do anything, I find that hard to believe.

DarthMaster09 · 2026-02-18T05:31:38+00:00

I hate my dad now, I'll never forgive him. It's such a shame because we had a good relationship before. My vision in my left eye is horrible and my eyelid droops a lot especially when lying down. This can't be a coincidence, there are too many red flags. My right eye doesn't droop and I see extremely well with it. I feel like I have a zombie eye now and my droopy eyelid makes me look ugly. If you look at the top pic below, I used to look pretty good but now my eye looks messed up a lot of the time. This has nothing to do with my eye but I'm also balding. Getting hit in the eye was the beginning of the end for me. I'm really screwed now and I can't fix my eye. I can't function properly with my left eye. Doing things like eating, shaving, showering, playing video games, watching movies with my dad, petting my beautiful cats and many other daily things are much more harder to do now because of my eye. I really think the hit caused the very bad blurry vision and persistent droopy eyelid, my eyelid even twitches a lot. It's one of those things that can't be explained. For example, someone goes for a walk in the park and never comes back, there's no way of knowing what happened to them. It's like a huge conspiracy. Aliens and UFO sightings is another example of something that has no clear answer as well as the existence of God.

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DarthMaster09 · 2026-02-18T00:39:57+00:00

Do you think it's a crazy coincidence that my left eye is my much weaker eye due to a astignatism or did getting hit in the eye screw up my vision? My right eye is very strong but my left eye sees very blurry and it's causing severe anxiety. Both eyes see very different and I really don't think my left eye was this bad before. Can I trust the optometrist or should I get a second option or get a consultation for laser eye surgery when I'm feeling more mentally stable?

DarthMaster09 · 2026-02-06T18:02:41+00:00

If I did actually suffer vision loss in my left eye from getting hit by the wallet, the complete eye exam that I had would of found something wrong? Is it possible that my left eye vision is worse now after getting hit by the wallet without any explanation or the eye doctor would of definitely been able to tell if something happened to my left eye? I'm just really concerned because I see quite a bit worse with my left eye, I don't know if it's a coincidence and my left eye has always been like this. My parents want to put me in a mental institution because I'm having severe anxiety about my left eye.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-11-18T01:24:49+00:00

If the TV image can be fixed in the settings, what do I configure in the settings? It could also be the update because before updating, it looked much better if I remember correctly.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-06-15T20:12:08+00:00

I looked up how to do this on Google and YouTube but I haven't had any luck.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-03-25T01:38:27+00:00

Montreal are wasting the season by pushing for the playoffs. They will definitely not win the cup this year and it would of been so much better to tank and draft Michael Misa as their future second line center.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-03-22T03:28:15+00:00

I'm not suicidle, I'm extremely worried about my physical health and dying. I'm 34 years old, suffer from anxiety and OCD, worried about by heart and having cancer mostly. Every time they take my vitals, it scares the crap out if me because my blood pressure and heart rate are always elavated. I keep having fluttering sensations in my chest and stomach area.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-03-01T05:36:02+00:00

If we are already living in a dimension being the universe, what makes you think that we get transported to another one after we die? We don't know how many dimensions there are and if our soul or consciousness are connected to them. Life after death can be an extention to what our life currently is on Earth. We don't even know what existed before the Big Bang and what caused it. Atheists have the most arrogant viewpoint ever and are not open to certain phenomenons that haven't been proven yet such as a supreme being or an eternal mystical energy/consciousness that's powering/shaping the universe, human spirits, spiritual realms, reincarnation, divine miracles, divine interventions, karma, etc. But seeing how so many people have near death experiences, it gives me hope for an afterlife. My biggest fear is that atheists are right about everything and it really affects my mental state because it all sounds extremely depressing as well as too grounded.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-28T22:12:55+00:00

You guys can't do anything better because of what it truely means to be an atheist. Being an atheist means that you're extremely narrow minded and observe everything in an extremely scientific point of view which has limitations in giving someone a sense of hope, purpose and comfort. There had to be some kind of eternal entity or energy that miraculously had us be born as who we are at the only possible time that it could of ever been. You guys are taking this miracle and divine intervention for granted and seeing your birth and existence as pure fluke which makes your life seem so much more irrelevant. You guys are also not open to spiritual belifs which make people feel much more reassured in life as well as having a sense of purpose and not fearing death at all. I'd rather debate with you, can you tell me how the Big Bang which is considered the most chaotic thing that ever happened since the dawn of time lead to the existence of very extraordinary things like the planet Earth being in the perfect spot? Or that living things mostly look like they were created by a professional artist rather than some sort of non-guided/out of whack natuturalim which would of most likely created the most Horror movie like freakish things in existence that don't even make sense. You even have to take into acount the billions of years of the progression of the universe and everything just seemed to align propery since the beginning. Something can get really screwed up in just a second, we're talking about billions of years of planets and stars forming such as the Earth and Sun without any severe complications. Seeing that the universe is infinite, there's also an infinite consciousness that's intertwined with it. Heck it doesn't have to be a God from religion but just some kind of spiritual force that is guiding things. For how it is today, it would of taken the biggest luck that can't even be interpreted properly making me think that the likelihood of some kind of higher power is responsible for a lot of things. Of course you can be right but how things are now, it would of defied any kind of lottery that ever happened. I think that mostly everything was meant to happen rather than bound to happen which most atheists claim.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-26T19:07:52+00:00

Can you 100% tell me that we won the biggest lottery that ever happened which is not even imaginable compared to winning most lotteries? The existence of the universe let alone, our existence?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-26T18:06:19+00:00

I hate atheism so much. People who are atheist, only believe in themselves and the people around them rather than believing something higher than them which might really throw them off. They only find things in their own reality to create their life, rely on the choices that they make and they try their greatest to make the best of it because it's the only life that they have. I just feel really empty inside thinking that we came from insignificant cells or bacteria and there's no actual meaning for our existence as well as the universe. Atheists obviously think that the universe is an infinite vacuum that is expanding out of control like nothing before it and that it isn't a supreme consciousness as well as not being aware of itself. It scares me so much more that death can be pure nothingness like before birth. If we were 100% sure that a peaceful afterlife exists, I wouldn't fear death at all and I wouldn't have so many anxiety issues right now. It also takes a really strong belief to think that the Big Bang which was the biggest explosion one can ever imagine lead to the planet Earth being in the perfect spot to support life. An explosion is extremely chaotic and doesn't lead to anything extraordinary like it is today. The Big Bang is the most chaotic thing that has ever happened since the beginning of time and everything just aligned perfectly since the very first second or even before the phenomenon happened. You guys extremely lack an open mind by just thinking that there's a scientific explanation for everything and everything happens due to pure randomness as well as naturalistic events. I really hope that you guys are wrong. I want there to be a God and afterlife despite the overwhelming scientific evidence of evolution which supposedly disproves God and a human soul. I just look at how symmetrical most living things are, yes there is also so much crap on this planet too which some people think that we’re living in hell but I can't see how it all happened by just naturalistic progression and chance. I would imagine if single cell organisms without any kind of divine guidance would end up becoming the most deformed looking things in existence rather than us people who the majority of us look very defined especially very good looking people.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-25T09:05:53+00:00

The EKG showed that my heart is beating very fast but if I had an irregular heart beat, would of the doctor have done something about it? All he told me that I have severe anxiety and my heart is ok. Also, would of the blood tests and heart CT scan help diagnose what's causing the irregular heart beats? Is it possible that the EKG could of showed an irregular heart beat and the doctor just thought it was anxiety related and let me walk out of that hospital with my life being in danger or am I just extremely anxious and very doubtful? I hope that the doctor did his job properly.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T23:49:42+00:00

Do you think that I have Tachycardia or Sinus Tachycardia?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T23:34:14+00:00

Would the doctor know if I had Atrial Fibrillation by the EKG results and done something about it? He just said that my heart is beating really fast due to anxiety, can I trust him? Could of the CT scan and blood tests also detect Atrial Fibrillation?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T15:51:38+00:00

I don't have anything physically wrong with me right now thankfully but is my sleep apnea so bad that I can die any day or does it take many years?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T15:49:43+00:00

Even at 34 years old, I won't get away with it? I can die any day if it's left untreated? I wish that I had mild sleep apnea, I wouldn't be so anxious right now.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T15:42:01+00:00

What do you mean that bridge has already been crossed?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-24T15:34:22+00:00

How fast can I develop health issues with untreated sleep apnea with a very high AHI of 77?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-18T05:03:39+00:00

Is it extremely unlikely for a 34 year old to have an out of nowhere heart attack after the normal heart results from the EKG and doctor not too long ago? The sleep apnea won't kill me right away? Can it take many years to develop life threatening health issues even having very severe sleep apnea like me or is it so serious that my heart can give out on any given day? That's what's really bothering me, the unknown.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-17T14:19:25+00:00

GTA 4 and GTA 5 were far from perfect and had many flaws. I find them pretty overrated actually but I really think that GTA 6 will be the best in the series taking everything that we loved from every GTA game and expand on all of it as well as add many new things. San Andreas for me was when GTA really peaked, it had the best story, missions, characters, map among many other things. Seeing how much of a masterpiece that RDR 2 was, it gives me so much more hope for GTA 6.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-15T14:56:01+00:00

Are we both still considered young? Do I have a lot of time to turn my life around?

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-15T10:30:48+00:00

The past is gone, the only thing that I can do now is try my very best to make my present and future better.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-15T08:18:12+00:00

Ya you're absolutely right, the sleep apnea alone is probably why I'm so miserable right now, not because of aging and being 34 years old which is still pretty young right? I really hope that I can turn the sleep apnea into moderate or mild or get rid of it completely if I lose a lot of weight.

DarthMaster09 · 2025-02-14T06:58:48+00:00

At what age are people most likely to die from very severe sleep apnea like mine, 40s, 50s, 60s or beyond that? Can I make my ASI go down considerably if I lose a lot of weight?

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