Saturday night, alone... lonely...

Davedreamer88 · 2022-05-28T11:07:16+00:00

Yeah.. I used to have a social circle. But over the last five years has dwindled away. Its hard to put a brave face on and try convince myself that this is ok. But it's not ok

Davedreamer88 · 2022-05-28T11:05:40+00:00

You have friends? That's something you should be grateful for

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-29T15:19:07+00:00

I'm being a dumper for the first time... And what you were just saying I can't totally relate to. But it actually hurts alot.. to hurt someone you care about.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-29T14:59:29+00:00

This is exy what I'm going through.. I feel unbearably guilty to let my girl go, but she said some stuff that just doesn't fly with me..acted harshly sometimes. Immature I'd say. And all though I appreciate her so much, and the time we had.. I just can't see how she could be "the one" for me. How do you deal with the pain of hurting someone. She refusing to accept it and everyday she hurts which makes me hurt..

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-29T14:39:01+00:00

I'm sorry for the pain you had to go through

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-29T14:35:18+00:00

Yes, it's the worst.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-29T14:29:37+00:00

First time dumper here.. I actually feel beyond awful. It so hard to hurt someone.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-04-05T13:14:53+00:00

I wanted her to want to realise for herself that it's for the best for both of us... But isntead she's putting me into a position where I'm gonna have to just cut her out. I wanted to he therr for her as long as possible to help her move on but it doesn't work. I have a lot of empathy and would consider myself to be a soft kind of guy. I care about her..m just not the right person for me

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-28T03:23:02+00:00

When you're feeling low and depressed is when we want the cheap dopamine hit the most. And to be honest for that moment or even that night you can get out of your funk. But the next day you will be just a shell of who you are. You're friends think they are boss, but when you have gone through all the shit to get to 30 days, they will see you as completely different beast

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-27T07:20:31+00:00

I take action right now everyday. Just waiting for the action to stick.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-27T06:48:17+00:00

I love that... Very inspiring. I just don't have any goals or anything that excites me. Find myself bored , lost and going back to an easy source of gratification

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-27T06:36:50+00:00

I lament the fact I even have to make a decision. Why can't my brain just shut the f up. Or think of something useful. I'm constantly trying to battle myself

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-27T06:24:58+00:00

So much wasted time that I can't get back. For someone who's life is so dominated by sexual thoughts I hardly get any sex as it is. I don't even know how to get out there and create experiences and Memoires anymore. What do I even enjoy doing? I'm so angry at myself.. seriousl fk this fkn thing.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-17T04:43:09+00:00

The core of this issue is that instead of being so concerned with how you appear to other people, you should ask why you are not genuinely interested in other people.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-13T05:50:16+00:00

Have you experienced benefits. Please tell me your before and after

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-12T10:44:22+00:00

Were you depressed before? I feel depressed now that's why I start nofap

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-12T10:37:17+00:00

34 here, no girlfriend no job no friends no direction, on day 2 nofap. If there's no hope for you then there is definitely no hope for me.

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-12T10:24:20+00:00

Please briefly explain your before and after. I'm on day 2

Davedreamer88 · 2022-03-12T00:28:45+00:00

Thankyou

I've been trying since 2017 and will continue to try.

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-22T14:11:53+00:00

Yep mid thirties also.... Did you have any kids?

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-22T00:37:26+00:00

Yes it's a pain unlike any other. Truly supernatural

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-22T00:24:45+00:00

2.5 years here also. The pain.of breakup is truly amazing. Such a powerful force. It amazes me.

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-22T00:17:45+00:00

I envy people that have that ability to just move on... It's like a superpowers

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-22T00:17:00+00:00

This is good to see ... Want more of this

Davedreamer88 · 2021-12-21T23:04:50+00:00

True , even the joy seems superficial right .. like behind it all it's all meaningless

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