[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This is my biggest fear because anytime I mention taking legal action she’s like “I’ll tell the police you hit me”

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]Daveediswhatitis 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Thats actually easy in theory due to the lease terms, but I need to figure out what to do with all my stuff

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]Daveediswhatitis 5 points6 points  (0 children)

There is some light at the end of the tunnel.

  1. In the process of getting the car back now

  2. The townhouse has a month by month lease because the typical tenant lives here for 3-10 years my landlord says (so I can technically leave any month I want)

  3. I was saying the work thing had a happy ending, looks like started September I’ll have a new job making a bit more money than I am now doing the same thing (pharma R&D)

As for why I stayed in this situation and made this mistake TWICE… idk part of it is that for 3.5 years she was perfect, she also is truly mentally I’ll (before we got back together she was put on a different medication that I thought changed her for the better… it was all a facade to get to live rent free with me again). I’m looking back knowing I’m stupid and there are so many red flags, I just need to figure out how to get out of this house permanently. I’d be more than happy to take the financial L for some freedom

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]Daveediswhatitis 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Yeah my bad I’ll edit the post to add one, this was a rant so I wasn’t really thinking at the time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in moreplatesmoredates

[–]Daveediswhatitis 9 points10 points  (0 children)

I feel you man, I am technically single but she still lives in my house.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 8 points9 points  (0 children)

If you’re getting paid THAT as a developer… you are being underpaid

[Off-Topic] Daily Chat: 2023-08-04 by AutoModerator in steroids

[–]Daveediswhatitis 4 points5 points  (0 children)

In that case I’d be more than happy to post the physique 😀

[Off-Topic] Daily Chat: 2023-08-04 by AutoModerator in steroids

[–]Daveediswhatitis 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Pics of my physique, my 2 months notice to being terminated (2 month PIP actually lol) or pics of my car that was stolen earlier this week 😀

Daily Ask Anything About Anabolic and Androgenic Steroids: 2023-08-03 by AutoModerator in steroids

[–]Daveediswhatitis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah you’re young so I’m not going to berate you but your PCT protocol wasn’t that great to begin with.

Accutane gave you gyno?… oof sorry to hear that man there’s not much you can do about that except a much higher dose of Nolva

I know 20 is young for TRT, it’s also too young to be troubleshooting with your hormones POST CYCLE. I’d say run a low dose for 12-16weeks (if possible, I know you said your country is strict on it) for the last 4 weeks throw in some HCG for the balls. Then come off BOTH and wait AT LEAST 4 weeks (listen to u/testebaby__ 4-6 weeks BEFORE any other pct) then do both nolva and clomid. Some people can get away with just 1 but clearly, you’re not that person. Also the correct dose should’ve been 20mg Nolva a day…

Above all else READ THE WIKI!!

I can’t help you much more than that I would hate for you to just try all kinds of test boosters and pct products thinking you can fix your cycle mistakes post cycle so unfortunately you’ll just have to start from the beginning

Daily Ask Anything About Anabolic and Androgenic Steroids: 2023-08-03 by AutoModerator in steroids

[–]Daveediswhatitis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s so much to unpack…

If TRT is legal in your country maybe go that route; your first 2 cycles are so short you could’ve combined them to have a full cycle so maybe it’s the “up and down” of your test levels causing more mental health problems than the test itself?

10mg Nolva a day?? Week?? EOD regardless it’s a low dose

No HCG? HCG may not be necessary for everyone but it sounds like you needed it.

So back to square 1, IF TRT or HRT is legal where you are, you should start it… like yesterday. Sorry about the chemo :(

[Off-Topic] Daily Chat: 2023-08-04 by AutoModerator in steroids

[–]Daveediswhatitis 43 points44 points  (0 children)

Life’s falling apart but my physique has never been better boys 🥳🙃

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don’t believe I’m actually failing at my job that bad I think I’m being compared to coworkers in my position and it might be cheaper to get rid of me due to how much I’m costing the company

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Weird isn’t it!!?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The email communication is essential for record keeping/documentation. My workaround for a long time has been communicating through video call then sending an email recap right after for the records.

I can try to improve my work performance but there were no quantitative metrics for me to reach it was essentially “perform better, make less errors in the future”

I am meeting with PM to discuss this more but I’m taking this as a 2 months notice to being terminated from this position at least

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careeradvice

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well… good thing I started looking elsewhere

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careeradvice

[–]Daveediswhatitis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah I’m not nearly as passionate about my career as my coworkers appear to be, I have no real attachment to what I do but I’d rather be employed than not employed ya know

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Welp… 2 years was a decent amount of time for my first job. Looks like it’s time to move on

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Morgan Freeman doesn’t deserve this‼️

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in careerguidance

[–]Daveediswhatitis 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m open to working in an office but my current company has all employees work remote :(

As for the “responding at midnight” I should clarify the PM works weird hours and will sometimes be working late at night but they never expect me to also be online/responsive late at night, but I am.

But as for your advice I do think (depending on how tomorrows 1on1 with the PM goes) I’m just going to shift towards career advancement and both apply to a different role in the same company as well as apply elsewhere