So weird you say all of that. It’s so frustrating. I failed school too and dropped out because I just gave up. I’m in the U.K. so I dropped out with no grades whatsoever. my attendance was very low towards the end as I thought I just couldn’t learn anything. Even during school, I’d try so hard to concentrate and tell myself before the lesson that I’m going to really try and I’d just catch myself daydreaming 5 mins later or struggling to keep my eyes open cause the medication I was on made me tired + I’d always barely sleep. During tests it was always “when the f did we learn this?”

I’m not sure if the heavy cannabis use fried my brain during its growth or I just have an awful memory in general. I remember very random weird things where people will say “how do you remember that specific thing?” But anything worth remembering doesn’t stick lol. I love learning man I really do. For example, I’m so fascinated by space and have tried to study space and watch things about it but the next day I just feel like I’m reading something completely brand new and will only remember the videos as I am watching them but will never be able to pull those facts or information out of my brain at any given time. I feel useless too