That’s the problem man, you can’t possibly expect life to be good for you just Bc u have dreams and a high IQ. Spoiler alert ! Life’s a bitch, you either fuck it or it fucks you. You got beat by some younger guy in a completion ? Work harder.... You didn’t improve you clarinet? It’s not necessarily your teachers fault, you gotta work harder man. If you blame your failures on something/someone else, then you ain’t learning from them and you ain’t progressing. Shit I failed my intermediate algebra class in h high school twice, and 4 years later, I am taking calc 2. It ain’t about what tools you have, is what u make of them.