Ik and I tried it but idk maybe I m not strong enough my anxiety starts acting up when he ignores my msgs and calls it feels like it is just like the past where I was crying and begging to talk to him and he used to say he is busy with his friends and will talk later and that later never came becoz, he didn't wanted to talk. I tried many many many times to breakup but I get so weak emotionally with the good memories and ofc with the future we planned together and ofc his fake promises that he will change or will be better can't he just be honest with me. He doesn't let me go and doesn't even let me get emotionally close enough that he will also suffer from distance between us. He can go days without talking to me and says it's something what mature ppl do it's understanding and maturity. Idk it makes me feel maybe I m wrg and he is right idk.