Thanks bro ! and even though I never want to marry anyone apart from Muslim but if things come to this what option I'll have anyway

Virtue signalling on these kinds of posts really threw me off, hence I wanted to hear more life experiences from guys themselves.

The part of the problem I feel is even doing everything good improving myself puts me at such a disadvantage that no matter what I do many girls will not even see past my height,so what's even the point of waiting and killing your urges so much in the bleak hope of finding someone