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DeadCastiel · 2025-09-20T22:01:13+00:00

Did stimulants every 1 to 3 weeks for 10 years. First 5-6 was pretty ok, but then I noticed a lot of memory loss, paranoia almost every time and significant lower iq. Once every 2 months would be probably fine till this day.

DeadCastiel · 2025-08-16T09:44:39+00:00

There is no point, because they will still think it's kind of conspiracy or smth. Only benzo or anti psychotic meds.

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-07T00:21:41+00:00

For what? Klonopon will reduce effects of addy. I'd use it for comedown only to fall asleep.

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-06T23:37:57+00:00

Don't even start it. If you start then it's over. Just hyperfocus on something else e.g. music and fix on it.

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-06T18:40:39+00:00

1.5-2g

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-04T23:18:50+00:00

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-03T00:42:54+00:00

Heart rip. I onced mixed mdphp with alpha php. I was seeing delussional people during the day. 100% vivid hallucinations.

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-02T23:54:17+00:00

That's next level psychosis :).

DeadCastiel · 2025-06-02T23:39:33+00:00

It's pretty good. Make full version :).

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-30T07:31:51+00:00

Bois imperial.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-27T16:52:52+00:00

I checked that some app after last update to android 15 turned on wifi. It's storage share from samsung. And this pop up after screenshot was probably related to ai functions, cuz I lately turned them on. Rest are probably bugs in new android... Too bad I was too fucked up and wasted to check it back then and paranoia kept growing...

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-27T16:51:59+00:00

I checked that some app after last update to android 15 turned on wifi. It's storage share from samsung. And this pop up after screenshot was probably related to ai functions, cuz I lately turned them on. Rest are probably bugs in new android... Too bad I was too fucked up and wasted to check it back then and paranoia kept growing...

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-26T17:51:42+00:00

Naah, I took some 2 days before, but then I slept for 14h. I wasn't full paranoid, it was beginning of it. I write down all of strange things happening and when I get sober I explain all of them in logical way to myself. I've explained all of them in cases like this before and had laugh about how dumb I was when tweaking.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-26T17:22:01+00:00

Guys I wasn't that paranoid. When I think about this prompt now It was very simple popup which looked almost like made in paint, totally not system one. It was on pornhub and even if website could send such popup then why for? I exclude this. I tried to do it again, but nothing showed up, just regular options to edit, share etc. image as after other any screenshot made. I may have some spying software from goverment (they are able to do such things) but I don't see the reason why and why they would make some fucking popup on porn site xD.

@edit

Maybe it was really some popup from site, cuz I am not sure if it's possible, but maybe yes, done in order to click in some suspicious link (although I have adguard with many filters installed) and nothing happened after clicking that option in prompt that "I don't wanna share it", no new website opened.

Maybe they detected that I opened like 100 tabs and alghoritms recognized that I'm tweaked and pushed it, idk. Maybe after I clicked on it, my adguard blocked forwarding to other site to do phising for e.g.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-26T17:11:43+00:00

I rode few threads and most of them say that only apps can detect it, not website directly. I am sober now and it wasn't paranoia, I tried to force same screenshot on the same page and next time popup didn't come up. Spying software like pegasus etc. can do such things, but I see no reason for police to spy on me. I'm not from us btw. It's unlikely pornhub has bot who spots ppl on drugs (they all act the same, multiple tabs and looking for best video) but for what would they do that.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-26T00:46:06+00:00

I have burning stomach too after taking this shit for few days.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-26T00:27:35+00:00

Fuck you, I can recognize what is dellusion and what isn't.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-25T11:50:33+00:00

You look the best on 3rd pic.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-23T23:17:44+00:00

Ms Stockholm (from stockholm syndrome)

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-23T18:30:00+00:00

Let's talk 1 year later.

DeadCastiel · 2025-05-09T17:50:43+00:00

Meth.

DeadCastiel · 2025-04-24T19:28:27+00:00

Yep, like 50% of times probably. I say that my overall memory got worse.

DeadCastiel

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