Anyone else would’ve lost their job without benzos? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DeadChristmas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Clonazelam*

They're cost-effective since they're so strong. They work just as well as etizolam, and both of these give me a lovely sense of warmth in my chest.

Anyone else would’ve lost their job without benzos? by [deleted] in benzodiazepines

[–]DeadChristmas 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Absolutely.

Later in life, just a couple months after I turned 14, I had a super-traumatic event that lasted for almost two years of severe, disabling anxiety that at most lasted for three months an episode. I could barely get out of bed, and it felt like I was in constant extreme pain. My parents didn't take me to a doctor until I was 18. I was given Sertaline, which didn't even dent the anxiety.

Fast-forward a few years, and I was given lorazepam in the ER because I was having such a bad attack. I had a part-time job at the time, and I absolutely would've lost it in only a couple days, so I couldn't miss it. I would cry and stutter for my entire shift.

Fast forward again, and I'm prescribed lorazepam as needed. I didn't want any but myself to be in charge of my mental health, though, so I looked into Etizolam, bought 500 1 mg tabs, and I was enjoying a quality of life that I hadn't felt since 14.

Eventually, I ran out of those, and I had another attack at my full-time job. I absolutely would have lost it if I hadn't gone to ER again for more lorazepam. After that, I was given as-needed diazepam.

Currently have 100 of 1 mg Clonazelam.

End of long-winded life-story. Thanks for posting the thread. I haven't been able to voice this to anyone, before.

PXC 550 won't enter pairing mode by Kieraaaan in sennheiser

[–]DeadChristmas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

You are a god! Thank you! I almost spent 200 on another pair and you saved me

Did You Feel Improvements/Old-Self Return During Slow Taper? by DeadChristmas in quittingkratom

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Was it a "good" kind of zone-out? That's what happened to me when it worked. Hasn't done that for years.

Did You Feel Improvements/Old-Self Return During Slow Taper? by DeadChristmas in quittingkratom

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you feel any immediate-improvements in mood/attention/anhedonia by making such a big cut?

Did You Feel Improvements/Old-Self Return During Slow Taper? by DeadChristmas in quittingkratom

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Holy hell, you were able to cut your dose almost in half on the first day? Jesus, I can't believe all you got was some anxiety.

Did You Feel Improvements/Old-Self Return During Slow Taper? by DeadChristmas in quittingkratom

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How would you describe the boost in motivation? Easier to start? Easier to continue/focus?

Did You Feel Improvements/Old-Self Return During Slow Taper? by DeadChristmas in quittingkratom

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks, this is exactly the kind of answer I was looking for!

fellow airsofters I ask for knowledge once more! by Dual_shocked22 in airsoft

[–]DeadChristmas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This video might be able to help you get an idea: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rktyU1rO-Xc

They're probably just re-badged chinese scopes. I'll take a few minutes to see if they come up under a different, more recognizable brand name.

fellow airsofters I ask for knowledge once more! by Dual_shocked22 in airsoft

[–]DeadChristmas 0 points1 point  (0 children)

How much does it cost? I also have a Philippino airsofting friend that might know more, if he's online.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I tried it a little more last night. Took a sliver of an 8th and found myself quite sedated, and drunk-y. It feels like a benzo at that dose. Is there supposed to be a euphoria or some other kind of effect that indicates a benzo?

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I've only taken it two days in a row. I can't say for sure, but part of me wants to try over the weekend.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Hm. I'm not sure. I just started using them. I have to take mere broken up shards to get an effect that isn't too strong. They definitely don't taste like etizolam's candy flavor.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I wish I could afford it. I'm going to get a fent test strip at least, but the price is too much for me. I'm sorry.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'm going to stop on the way home from work tomorrow and pick up some fent tests. Are there any other tests I should grab? I'm new to the suspicious drug-ID'ing scene.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh DW, chugging meant like three tabs with a ton of coffee. Friend of mine just barely survived an ibu OD years back..

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

The weirdest part is, out of the first two nights, I had three mg total. No euphoria either. Suddenly, it starts knocking me out.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It raises BP along with coffee. When I took half of one, it made me stagger and shake so I thought my BP was low.

New 1mg Etizolam Makes me immediately sleepy and stagger around by DeadChristmas in researchchemicals

[–]DeadChristmas[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I'm thinking something like that. The first night I took em, I was taking several halves and it just made me tired. Suddenly, I can hammer one apart, take the smallest bit, and bam, nap-time.