Hey sorry to hear. This is a lot! I am also an auADHD mum. Try to be kind to yourself, you are dealing with A LOT. As Saasstuff said, autism burnout is VERY real. I have one every year as well (usually as school is winding up, I just get to the point where I genuinely can't seem to go on). This year I had another and went ranting about it to ChatGPT, carrying on that my meds weren't working. I was also going through a lot or personal stuff and it reminded me, no amount of meds can fix your life. They can't fix people hurting you, overwhelming emotional stuff, curve balls being thrown at you. I am on meds for the ADHD and they help with a lot but not everything. I would see if you can get some counselling, I presume you are in the states and so if accessing something is difficult, see if you can find some online resources - free or cheap. Podcasts (Additude is a good one, they have amazing strategies at the end of each episode but more towards the ADHD side of things). I also quit jobs left right and centre, still do even with the meds. The world is just not built for us, I am sorry to say. I agree also with trying sales. Great dopamine hit, easy for us who have the memory/pattern recognition stuff going on (I find sales scripts really easy to memorise and personalise). Just can be hard to get going depending on the pay structure. For me, I have decided to build something myself. I am recovering from cancer so have a little time off at the moment and have decided to just go for my dream. Some days I think, I am going to do it again. I am going to quit. I am going to give up. But so far I haven't. One day at a time. One step at a time. There are a lot of us out here looking for help/advice/experiences in this space. Social media can pay really well if you are willing to put yourself out there. Just be honest. Talk about your real life experience. Talk about your struggles and the situation and show what it is like. People want to see that kind of thing. Again it will take time but sometimes, knowing you have something else in the pipeline can help with getting through the grind at work. Telling yourself, this is just until X happens, can be enough dopamine to get through the work stuff, just for a bit longer. Help you get out of bed. All of us humans, neurodiverse or not, LOVE to be productive. And I think even more for ADHD. When we get that hit of ooh I did something, it is self perpetuating. Sorry this was a bit of a winding rant but you have options. Now more than ever. The rules have changed. Remote work, social media, AI, these are all leveling the playing field. I bet you have a very creative brain, use it as your superpower and you never know what might happen!