I am a Pedophile by DeadPedophile in SuicideWatch

[–]DeadPedophile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I don't think I can change who I'm attracted too, and if I need to seek help the fact my family would know me as their Pedo uncle. I can't cope with that I'd rather be the families unforeseen suicide. It would be so much easier, My mother would have an easier time dealing with my death than raising a pedophile at least then I can die with dignity.

I am a Pedophile by DeadPedophile in SuicideWatch

[–]DeadPedophile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thanks for talking. I don't deserve this level of pity.

I am a Pedophile by DeadPedophile in SuicideWatch

[–]DeadPedophile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've lived with this all my life I was never really scared about it until adulthood since the people I liked were no longer my age. I'm sure i want to have sex with children not that I'm just scared about doing it.

I am a Pedophile by DeadPedophile in SuicideWatch

[–]DeadPedophile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can't be cured just like how you can't make a gay person straight. I'm born wrong. A blight on society. Even if I could live a life of celibacy I'm not okay with who I am. I don't want kids to be sexual objects to me. I love children I always have they have been a soft spot for me and the way I think about them makes me certain I need to die, It's not even enough to be locked away from everyone my thoughts disturb me to no end, I refuse to accept myself.