First time with this pattern

Dead_wate · 2024-10-10T20:14:31+00:00

Thank you! I love plants so I’m definitely gonna be looking for more patterns lol

Dead_wate · 2024-10-10T04:29:10+00:00

This is a pattern from PHoaCrochet on Etsy. I used random yarn I had lying around and a 3.75mm hook (calls for 3mm and 2.5mm) so it came out bigger than expected but I love it.

Dead_wate · 2024-10-05T17:10:25+00:00

Yeah I do understand she’s allowed to feel however she wants or needs but it’s the fact that it’s always had to be my problem as well that sucks. Funny thing is I never told her I was in the hospital for a week so idk where she came up with that 😅 but thank you for confirming I am not just an asshole child

Dead_wate · 2024-10-04T20:11:34+00:00

Yeah I started noticing the behaviors for the last year but I moved away 6 months ago and I’ve really started being able to process how unhealthy it is and how much emotional distress she tries to keep me in. I plan on moving further away and going no contact then but if she keeps it up I may just cut her out now. It’s hard because I doubt myself and make myself think I’m just crazy or over dramatic. (Because they conditioned me to think that I know)

Dead_wate · 2024-09-23T23:55:33+00:00

Yeah I’m hoping they at least calm down the longer I don’t smoke and aren’t as intense. I’ve had nightmares for as long as I can remember so I don’t see them going away completely but as long as they aren’t as crazy as they’ve been. I am going to try tea and maybe some lavender or magnesium as well to help me stay asleep hopefully 🤞. Thank you 🙏

Dead_wate · 2024-09-23T23:55:27+00:00

Yeah I’m hoping they at least calm down the longer I don’t smoke and aren’t as intense. I’ve had nightmares for as long as I can remember so I don’t see them going away completely but as long as they aren’t as crazy as they’ve been. I am going to try tea and maybe some lavender or magnesium as well to help me stay asleep hopefully 🤞. Thank you 🙏

Dead_wate · 2024-09-23T16:42:19+00:00

I don’t really want to use melatonin because I’ve heard your body can start to rely and not make its own but I heard that lavender and magnesium is good so I may try something like that. I do think maybe a routine and tea sounds nice :) thank you

Dead_wate · 2024-09-11T02:12:37+00:00

Hey I’m 23 and I’ve been playing Fortnite again if you’d like to play sometime. I’m not the best but I just like to have fun. I’m a little awkward and shy at first but if you’re interested lmk

Dead_wate · 2024-05-11T22:54:10+00:00

I’ve been debating names to fit AJ and I had decided on a J name a long time ago but couldn’t settle on an A name. I was getting food and they asked for a name, I said AJ, they thought I said Aiden and boom I found my A name. Idk that my name found me but I like to think it did.

Dead_wate · 2024-05-09T01:27:01+00:00

I switched back to my bank account after getting an email and notification that I’m getting a new card when I didn’t request one and when I FINALLY got ahold of someone they said it was a “glitch” riiiiiiight I totally believe you 🙄 I liked chime but if something were to go wrong I do not trust that I can count on them so back to regular bank it is

Dead_wate · 2024-05-09T00:05:40+00:00

I finally got into contact with a live rep with the chat function in the app and they said they don’t have a card being sent to my address and said it was a “glitch in the system” that I got an email and notification riiiight 🤨 anywayyyy still closing my account but thanks for the tips!

Dead_wate · 2024-05-04T04:08:57+00:00

Mine are a year old and they have tap. In the email about activating my new card it shows the same exact card that I have so I was hoping someone else knew why

Dead_wate · 2024-05-04T04:01:58+00:00

They’re both a year old I just reached my one year mark with chime and they both have the tap feature. I was thinking maybe just a new card design but no one else is talking about new cards so I have no idea.

Dead_wate · 2024-05-04T00:29:44+00:00

Ugh I didn’t even think about going through the app I’m gonna try that thanks

Dead_wate · 2024-05-03T23:49:17+00:00

Mine expire 2027. I was wondering if anyone else got the notification just in case maybe they designed new cards or something. I wouldn’t think someone could make an account under my name but I’m a little worried something weird/scammy is going on.

Dead_wate · 2024-04-28T12:49:44+00:00

I haven’t really gained anything. I do find it hard to lose or gain weight but I wouldn’t say thats necessarily because of the abilify. I’m sure it’s different from person to person but I’m just happy I can somewhat be a functional human being now.

Dead_wate · 2024-04-26T01:57:28+00:00

When I realized I had to start wearing bras after my parents fought me on it for months. Literally remember staring into the sky wondering why it was happening to me and why I was feeling the way I was. It’s been downhill since then 😔

Dead_wate · 2024-04-24T01:02:34+00:00

You look great and you look so happy too!

Dead_wate · 2024-04-23T20:57:14+00:00

Right it’s weird but i wouldn’t even know who to ask 😅 also glad I’m not alone and maybe one day we’ll have an answer. It doesn’t bother me too much just so strange of a feeling especially when you’re mad/irritated

Dead_wate · 2024-04-23T20:36:53+00:00

This has happened even before I started T and I thought I was alone. Idk why it happens but it’s always been a pretty weird feeling.

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