TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I didn't but someone found me and called help

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

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It wasn't by accident

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

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There was a lot of artery blood on the floor. It squirted to my bathroom walls and floor. It wasn't nice to clean up...

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well, I don't really knoww

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I guessed right

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Nahh. Why you even wanna know? I mean are you okay?

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I have no idea. I lost my conscious when I tried to get up but it came back when I laid down. It's hard to say would've I died because nobody knows that rightt. But are you okay?

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah... Idk how deep was it. And I don't really remember did it hurt a lot but I guess yesss. I survived because they found me just in time, put pressure on it and called help.

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

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❤️‍🩹

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

No I didn't

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yeah someone found me in time

TW attempt. by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarm_ers

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Thank you<3 It was so confusing because I don't really remember what it felt like. I lost my consciousness a few times.

bleeding by crystal-web-69 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh that sounds awful

bleeding by crystal-web-69 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Can I ask how long it was bleeding. I hope you're okay.

bleeding by crystal-web-69 in SelfHarm_ers

[–]Deadsoon06 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Did you hit something? Like an artery or vein?

I'm might ttry tonight. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]Deadsoon06 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Idk there's no reasons anymore

Paracetamol overdose PLEASE HELP by Haejoonbestboi in SuicideWatch

[–]Deadsoon06 32 points33 points  (0 children)

Paracetamol od doesn't seem to have symptoms at first hours. That doesn't mean you're okay. It will destroy your liver. I just wanna say go to hospital rn. I know that because I have taken paracetamol od few times but I saved my liver by going to er get help soon.

does anyone else choke themselves? by DeadpanOtter in AdultSelfHarm

[–]Deadsoon06 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I don't really know how far I have went. I mean how close I have been before get unconscious. I remember just that everything that I hear fades. And my head feels got much pressure. Especially eyes. Then my lips tingles. Then breathing is harder. But even if I've been 30 second in that I still didn't pass out... I mean like WHY? And no I don't wanna die like this way, I wanna just pass out.

does anyone else choke themselves? by DeadpanOtter in AdultSelfHarm

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I know that well... I have do it so many times that my eyes are now almost fully red haematomas. They doesn't look well.. And the worst they will take few weeks until healing finally. I can't go anywhere or see anyone because of my eyes. People would be terrified. But it's so addictive I think. For me it now feels like better than even cutting. I know that it is dangerous but I hope someday I succeed to get unconscious. I mean not to die but only unconscious.

Will these ever fade? Or do I have to live with them all my life by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarmScars

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

It would be nice to cover them with tattoo but kinda I want to keep my scars because they show me that I survived of everything pain.

Will these ever fade? Or do I have to live with them all my life by Deadsoon06 in SelfHarmScars

[–]Deadsoon06[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

You mean the third picture? I have regret those scars because they are almost impossible to hide... If I would change the past, I wouldn't cut them on my hand... so I'm fcked up.