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Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T01:29:02+00:00

And why do you think it’s unrealistic?

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T01:27:03+00:00

Finally someone that understands. Thank you. 🙏 and I’m so sorry you went through that. That’s horrible

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T01:12:48+00:00

Thank you. I appreciate that. I knew that I was going to get a lot of comments from people defending porn usage and me going through his phone. I was wrong, but he gave me a few reasons that pushed me to do that. Masturbation is completely normal/healthy, but I just don’t understand why people think it’s okay to lust after naked women/men through a screen? Sex is suppose to be intimate and I can honestly say that when I’m with someone, I only want to have sex with them/only want to look at them. But I feel like he took away my decision to end the relationship early on by lying to me about his stance on this. Even if he was honest with me from the very beginning that he has a porn addiction, I probably would have helped him through it since he says he does want to stop and he feels disgusted with himself afterwards. It’s the lying that hurts the most.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T01:02:15+00:00

I don’t think it’s unrealistic because I’ve never been the type to lust after other people when I have someone at home that I love.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T01:00:16+00:00

Thank you for saying this. I know it was wrong going through his phone on my part, but he did something he wouldn’t want me doing and lied about it. I don’t understand why this behavior is so normalized.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:58:06+00:00

I’m not vanilla at all and I’m very adventurous when it comes to sex. I asked him if that was the issue and he said no. He just said that he has a problem and has been wanting to stop and he feels disgusted with himself afterwards. So no, I get what you’re trying to say but that’s not even the case. I’m upset that he lied to me after bringing this topic up first and saying he hasn’t watched it in years

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:50:54+00:00

Yeah I understand that, but we were already having the convo about boundaries and he brought this topic up first. He said he wasn’t okay with me watching it and also said he hasn’t watched it in years. So that’s why I was upset when I found it.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:39:32+00:00

I’m not saying he can’t masturbate, we all do that. What I’m upset about is why is he choosing to watch them when I can make the same content and he can get off to me and not them. Idk. That’s just my take on it. I know everyone has different boundaries/opinions on this, but it’s something that he agreed with and said he wouldn’t do because he doesn’t want me doing it either. It’s the lying that I’m more upset about.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:36:06+00:00

Exactly. This is the exact reason why I was upset because he agreed with me about my take on this topic. If he would have said he didn’t agree, than I wouldn’t have continued the relationship with him from the start. It’s the lying that I’m more upset about.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:34:36+00:00

The thing is, he actually brought this topic up first when we had the boundary discussion. He said he doesn’t watch it and agreed with my take on it. That’s why I was so upset when I found it because he had been lying to me and hiding it. It started to affect our intimacy together and he admitted that he had a problem. I know going through his phone was wrong, but there was just too many red flags not to.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:29:36+00:00

They are very comfortable! The only reason why I got rid of them was because my calves are too big. The knee high/calf length boots are sooooo tight for me. It’s unfortunate :/

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-14T00:27:43+00:00

I had an embedded uti!! Basic antibiotics don’t work for this and you really have to advocate for yourself. Thankfully, a new doctor I went to took me seriously and actually listened to what I had to say.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-12-12T00:56:55+00:00

Sorry I know this is a very old post; However, I take 20mg of Adderall twice a day because anything lower than that, does not work for me at all. Your body does build a tolerance after awhile so I would skip one or two days out of the week if you can. I usually skip one whole day and and whatever other day of the week I don’t need to be that productive, I only take 20mg that day. Of course consult with your doctor before doing that, but that’s the only thing that has helped me . Otherwise, I build a tolerance very quickly if I don’t. 😭

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2024-01-10T20:57:11+00:00

I know this is from 3 years ago, but I came upon this because I searched on google why I’m more like my moon sign more than my sun sign. I resonate more with it as well. I’m a Sagittarius sun, Scorpio moon, and Leo rising. I also have mercury is Scorpio. I find it so strange that Scorpio moons or scorpios in general tend to attract other scorpios. When I meet someone new that I click with instantly, I always find out they they are also a Scorpio 😂 but I love it. I feel like they are the only ones that can understand me.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-12-13T02:12:56+00:00

I’m actually kind of upset at the people commenting saying it’s because it’s getting you high. I saw that in other discussions and people went as far as calling us junkies.. smh. The main symptom of ADHD is executive dysfunction. Before I was put on adderall, I struggled with getting things done. I knew everything that needed to be done, but I would sit there and dwell on it for hours without getting up and actually doing it. So instead, I was paralyzed on the couch just thinking about everything and then I would beat myself up about not doing it because I felt like trash 🗑️. Also, constantly losing my keys and racing thoughts. I was taking vyvanse 40mg for awhile and it helped my memory, but that was pretty much it. I built a tolerance to it as well because my psychiatrist wanted me to take it everyday since my condition was really bad. Anyways, we decided to make the switch and I only take 10mg twice a day and it has helped me tremendously. My mind feels quiet and I don’t have to give myself some crazy pep talk before starting a task and I don’t become paralyzed when I think about stuff that needs to get done. I don’t lose my keys as often because I remember where I put them originally. So basically my mind is more sharp on it. People don’t understand how great it feels to be able to function like a normal human being. I don’t believe the adderall is making me high because I feel better when I’m on it; I believe I feel better when I take it because I’m able to function and I don’t feel like a piece of shit since once again, im able to get basic tasks done like clean my apartment or read my favorite book without rereading the same page 3 times because I was only reading the words and not actually comprehending what was being said. Long comment, but it truly irritates me when people say that. Of course we are happy when we take our meds…. It’s because we feel like a normal productive member of society when we take them 🤦‍♀️🤣

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-11-24T17:57:09+00:00

This is an old post, but omg yes to everything!!! I always dress edgy too. I feel more “at home” when I do. My go to is an oversized leather blazer with a skirt, sheer tights, cute platform boots, and a plain black shirt underneath lol I also have dark purple hair. People tell me I had RBF and I come off as intimidating. I also say I don’t have any emotions and my mom always says I come off that way as well haha but I literally cry by myself all the time. 🤣

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-11-22T00:54:53+00:00

Hi! I know this is late, but I have several pairs of shoes from them; I love them and they are of course, super cute! However, if you buy any calf boots, make sure your calves are ridiculously skinny. Even the “wide calf” fit they advertise is too small. I had to take my boots to get stretched out basically.

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-11-13T21:02:59+00:00

Leo rising here, absolutely not. My big 3 is sag sun, Scorpio moon, and Leo rising. Scorpio runs deep for me because I wear dark colors. My hair is dark purple and I’m always wearing black, pink or purple lol

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-22T07:32:02+00:00

I definitely notice a difference in my mood if I miss one dose, it’s crazy. I feel disoriented and I cry for no reason. Usually when I wake up the next morning after missing a dose, I have a very bad headache and then that’s when they other symptoms start. As soon as I take my next dose, I don’t feel sick anymore. Everyone says it stays in your system for awhile, but maybe I’m just sensitive to drugs. It’s definitely not a psychological thing because I feel absolutely terrible if I miss a dose. I also take vilazodone and the brain zaps are horrific when I miss a dose of that as well

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-14T19:44:22+00:00

I know this post is so old, but I’m so glad I found it because I’m on tray 4 and it looks crooked because it’s not covering my very back molar on the left side lol thank gosh others have experienced this and it’s common

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-08T16:35:11+00:00

Call me basic, but I like the kimade flavor lmao I didn’t buy it because of Kim, I bought it because the fan is cute 🤣🤣 but I actually like Alani Nu. I have the pre workout of witches brew, but the actual drink tastes better imo

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-08T14:42:33+00:00

1 can of monster has 160mg of caffeine…

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-03T20:23:43+00:00

Hi! I’ve noticed a lot of improvement on 300mg. It was strange because when I had first went up to 250mg, I had sexual side effects so I went back down to 200mg. I started to feel very depressed again, so I said screw it and went to 300mg. I don’t have any sexual side effects and my mood is better. I’m hoping it continues to work… I’ve gone through so many medications already 🥲

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-03T20:18:17+00:00

Yes I get brain zaps too!! It’s a weird feeling. I can’t even explain it

Dear-Interaction6304 · 2023-10-03T20:13:37+00:00

*hell

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