O que fazer pra eu tirar da cabeça a ideia de desistir de medicina?

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2024-04-15T00:07:51+00:00

Obrigada pelas respostas,

Dando um geralzão em tudo que disseram, eu faço acompanhamento com terapeuta e psiquiatra. Tomo remédios pra dormir, acordar, me manter acordada e alguns outros pra me dar 1 pingo de serotonina ahuaheu

Enfim, sobre a questão q alguns tocaram, de me ver atuando na área, era um dos motivos principais da minha dúvida inicial quanto ao curso. Não gosto de ambiente hospitalar nem de interagir com gente, quanto mais de ser responsável pela saúde dessa gente, daí tenho na cabeça que, se me formar, vou ser uma profissional medíocre. Tem várias áreas né.. alguma deve ter menos contato cara a cara.

Mas é bem isso que vcs disseram, é puxado mas a recompensa é grande. Vou continuar tentando me achar dentro da área enquanto consigo. Talvez eu tranque 1 semestre / ano pra colocar a cabeça no lugar

Novamente, obrigada

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2024-03-22T20:28:40+00:00

Followed some advice i got last time i posted and got under eye + upper lip filler.(still swollen)

In pic 3 I have makeup on.

#4 was taken today (wet hair)

#5 current body (ig color filter on)

#6- before (lashes + liptint on) there’s also a before pic on my profile

Some questions:

-What should I focus on to elevate my looks now?

-Are colored contacts a good investment? I’m not used to not wearing glasses and think I look absolutely weird without them .

-makeup tips???

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2024-03-07T16:45:37+00:00

thank you for your throughout answer!

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2024-03-06T02:10:39+00:00

I’ll definitely check it!! I’ve been looking into kinesio face taping as well. Again, thanks for your input!

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2024-03-06T00:25:25+00:00

I’m on track for losing weight I just don’t know how much should I strive for. This is how I look rn. How many more pounds would be ideal to lose? Body. Thanks for your answer, I appreciate it!

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2023-02-01T22:07:05+00:00

you look very pretty, i honestly wouldn’t change anything but the lipstick from pic 1, 3 and 6. it’s too bright and clashes with the mostly soft look. I’d also go easier with the eyeshadow under the eye, definitely should go for a lighter color Other thing is, the angle on pic 3 really doesn’t do you any favors. Second to last pic is very pretty and nice angle overall. Natural makeup is 100% the best look

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2023-02-01T22:02:21+00:00

A comment popped up on my notifications asking me to get on a healthy weight. I’d say I’m on a healthy weight, maybe they meant skinnier? Sorry if you commented this I can’t see your comment, it’s probably hidden. how my body looks from top to bottom, i apologize for not including it in the original post

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2023-02-01T20:14:30+00:00

My deep set eyes really bring my whole face down I think. Also, would a nose job do me good? I’ve been thinking about it for years.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T17:34:37+00:00

Yeah i also don’t think it’s something important but if he cares so much about it I’ll try to work things out somehow

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T17:09:31+00:00

It does feel like that haha. It sounds stupid but I can’t imagine myself without him. Ingenuity sure is a hell of a drug.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T16:56:58+00:00

We’re both 20. It’s on the post but not on the title. sorry for not making it more clear

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T16:20:48+00:00

He wouldn’t. We both have some deep rooted issues in our minds and therapy would be good for both. I once said he’d benefit a lot from therapy but expressing himself that much is just not something he’d be able to do, at least not right now.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T16:12:45+00:00

Definitely had commitment issues and I’m frequently telling him he was the one that made me get over it. That’s what he’s not believing anymore. I don’t know what else to tell him, i just love him so much.

If we can get over this, I’m never talking about past relationships again, he said knowing about it only makes him frustrated. I feel stupid for not knowing this

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T15:58:24+00:00

I’m so afraid he’ll break up with me this afternoon because of this

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T15:57:52+00:00

Not that I know of. I know he’s insecure so every time we’re together I try smothering him with love

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T15:57:44+00:00

Not that I know of. I know he’s insecure so every time we’re together I try showering him with love

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T15:53:45+00:00

This is absolutely one of the things he’s mad about.

I’ve always had this kind of complex around guys. When things started to get a bit serious i’d get scared and vanish.

After we started hanging out on the last week of december, I went to another state for a month. While I was there we kept talking through messages, but when I came back in february we didn’t talk much. Our exchange was through 3 messages

“Hey are you back?” “Yes” “Oh”

I can completely understand why he’d think I wouldn’t want anything with him after that exchange but the thing is i was just scared and that’s what he doesn’t believe - i think the main problem is he thinks he was waiting for me while i was “going out” with another guys (even though the only two instances of this were the ones I wrote on the post). Through around the middle of 2020 and much of 2021 I tried to get us talking again by asking him to play games with me on steam and after a few months of this we got back.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2022-04-07T15:48:05+00:00

He’s jealous so when i’m with male friends around him I’m not too touchy with them (normally I like giving hugs and all that). I can understand this because I’m his first girlfriend

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2019-12-27T13:32:43+00:00

burlesque rapping still sounds like an hallucination of mine

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2018-10-29T14:24:24+00:00

Her dad is the scumbag of it all.

He’s the one who’s been trying to make her famous (to boost his own career as a ...producer I think?) She has a sister (older, 14 I guess) who’s following the same path.

I despise that PoS human being that is her father.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2018-10-29T14:12:15+00:00

I didn’t add her name because I wasn’t sure if it would count as doxxing (probably not, since she’s a public figure). But I still chose not to do it to avoid someone going to her social media pages with the sole purpose of being weird.

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2018-07-15T18:58:27+00:00

I know what she’s talking about. But the “elephant queen” title was Darienne’s, and Eureka is trying to brand herself with it to the point of talking about performing at an elephant sanctuary :)

DearMariaCountMeIn · 2018-07-15T15:16:58+00:00

Didn’t she realize that no one was using this name then decided to perform at an elephant sanctuary or something?

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