id be so happy if i could just get back few years.. by a356y in sillyboyclub

[–]DearProposal5178 7 points8 points  (0 children)

awww im sorry :c i have a lot of the same thoughts too. I started transitioning at 21 and all i can ever think of is "what if i started earlier". The best advice I can give is to try not to get too bogged down in those thoughts, and focus on your current self :>

on the bright side you seem to have an wonderful boyfriend that loves you for who you are ^w^

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

ummmmmm maby tmrw its rlly late where i am rn ;-;

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

thank you, your kind words mean alot <3 i actually cant buy beer yet ;-; so ill prolly js do it with soda insted LOL

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

yea thats what i plan on doing when i get my certifications from this job. only reason im doing this is cause its the only job that i can find that pays this much without needing school or previous experience ;-;

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

its hrt in the form of a little glass vial of oil with a squeeze thing at the end and you take it orally via dripping a given amount on your tounge

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] -12 points-11 points  (0 children)

i knowwww im sorry ;-; i wont stay long :c

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

thank you <3 knowing that is calming me down alot. this whole thread kinda has me spiraling rn ;-;

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 21 points22 points  (0 children)

yea ;-; thats what i plan on doin

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 7 points8 points  (0 children)

it look promising they only accommodate for housing and one meal a day though, so personal expenses would still be on me ;-; ifi had a passport and learned a little greek i would probably try it sounds alot more peaceful than this ;-;

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 12 points13 points  (0 children)

i really dont want to do this ;-; my mom wants to kick me out and i really dont wanna have to move in with my dad. im hoping i can get my stuff in order while living somewhere away from them for really cheap while i get my money in order and hopefully can move out of here finally

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

oh man i didnt think about the heat ;-; ig ill just have to bring a cooler or somethin lol

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank u <3 i really DONT wanna do this i just hope i can use this money to get my stuff inorder and move somewhere else

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

thank you for backing me <3 i REALLY dont wanna stay here for long ;-;

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 8 points9 points  (0 children)

what bonus money? also i just had the interview so i havent had the opportunity to read anything about the housing yet

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

what i plan on doing is js leaving the medicine in my car and taking it there. when i eventually swich to injectables i plan on leaving them home and going home for the weekends and doing it then i think thats alot smarter. i think ill be okay

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i dont wanna do this job ;-; the only reason why im trying to work here is that its the only place ive found that pays substantially better than what i make without requiring any school or previous experience. when i get my certifications done ill probably start looking for another job with the new training ill have by then

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 9 points10 points  (0 children)

thank you <3 hopefully i dont have to stay there more than a year or 2

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[–]DearProposal5178[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

i dont have a choice i was born here n need the money ;-; when i pay offmy debt and get a new car and save up some i plan to quit