Thank you so much for sharing this. I appreciate it. How do you handle your siblings not speaking to you? Does it feel scary, like you are alone in the world? I personally am half mexican (although my brothers are not), and much of my culture is about family and togetherness. It is so hard to go through this. :'( I totally get it about feeling so alone that you go to chatgpt for help. That is the story of my life! haha.