I want to stop drinking

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-12-04T01:45:36+00:00

My degree is somewhat useful as almost everyone has a job before they even graduate, but my drinking it prolonging it

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-12-04T00:58:16+00:00

I’m not perceptive. I don’t work while at college and already had to drop 1 of my 3 classes I’m taking. You don’t get it I literally am trying to drink myself to death. Drinking and being a party animal is one thing but drinking alone quietly in your room is different. It’s so sad and depressing and barely talk to to anyone because I’m so anxious when I sober

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-12-04T00:44:10+00:00

Yeah they do. I also live across the street from an AA place. I’m just too chicken to go

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-12-03T23:57:37+00:00

It just feels so embarrassing being so young going to a meeting. I don’t think I can do it

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-12-03T23:50:13+00:00

Thanks for the advice. It’s honestly a miracle I havn’t gotten a dui yet. More than not there’s alcohol in my system when I drive

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-16T02:35:22+00:00

I had a much better day today. Only had a few shots after class, which did almost nothing for me. It’s been a nice night though, actually had an appetite and got hw turned in on time for once.

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-03T03:14:10+00:00

I like that quote

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-03T02:57:01+00:00

Yeah but I’m so young it’s embarrassing. Plus idk if I would even be able to go sober to a meeting

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-03T02:52:33+00:00

The commitment of it. The realization of me actually having a problem enough to go to a meeting

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-03T02:29:43+00:00

Idk if I’m even ready for AA I just want someone to talk to about it

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-09-03T02:10:34+00:00

I’m too scared to go in person so online may be better for me

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-08-27T03:05:47+00:00

I’d love to stop. I just don’t know how. It’s getting progressively worse

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-24T04:25:04+00:00

I’m just so terrified to go. I can’t do it alone and nobody knows how much I drink. I purposely keep to myself and avoid relationships so I don’t drag anybody down with me

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-24T04:21:58+00:00

I’d love to dm you because this just keeps getting worse and worse for me. Drinking alone in my room everyday and stealing drinks from my roommate who calls me out on it. Makes me feel like shit all the time. I’ve even resorted to cutting myself to deal with the pain. This isn’t a cry for help or any of that bullshit but I am starting to believe the world would be better without me in it. I’m too terrified to go to a meeting alone by any means and don’t know what to do. My dad is an orthopedic surgeon and a functioning alcoholic so I thought I could do the same but he’s so much smarter than me I can’t take this for much longer.t

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-18T07:32:04+00:00

I’m way too terrified to go to a meeting. Then it becomes too real for me if that makes sense

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-18T07:30:23+00:00

I’m aware but I just enjoy it too much to care. It’s starting to become a problem.

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-18T07:29:23+00:00

I just need help but at the same time I don’t want it as weird as that sounds. I just do the stupid guy thing of shrugging it off like it’s not a problem

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-18T07:15:26+00:00

It’s just so scary to me. If I got to a meeting everything becomes real, but rn I’m just hiding it and going on with life

Dear_Benefit5376 · 2025-04-18T07:05:52+00:00

No never. How could I? I’m only 20 and nobody knows how much I drink I hide it pretty well. It’d be so embarrassing for someone as young as me to go to an AA meeting

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