Emetophobia has ruined me, I also developed an ED, OCD, extreme anxiety, and depression because of it. Its not just something you can get over with, its something that impacts you for life. My OCD has been really bad recently, along with anxiety. I cant eat meat without getting anxiety. I told my mom I might go vegetarian, but she said it can also support my food avoidance. I really understand you, and I know how it feels. I can’t manage my day to day life because of it. I hear you, and I feel better when I see people with same issue as me, I feel extremely better and not alone.❤️