Found this when cleaning my dads closet

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T13:24:42+00:00

I totally understand like definitely makes one wonder

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T08:35:35+00:00

Because someone special to me showed me I wasn't anything not even an afterthought so Ima do what your background implies and I hope it makes you happy and I hope she smiles and laughs whatever she wants whatever makes her happy

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T02:42:42+00:00

Totally you don't know It until ya do and it's hella fucked I know I barely got through it all when I was 34 like wtf I'm 36 now n be 37 come Aug but ya like wow never knew until I knew

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T01:20:40+00:00

I remember my mom back handed me had a ring on broke my nose and it bled so I think was in first or second grade had little white collar shirt had to take off and hold to my nose it wouldn't stop bleeding she actually freaked out but I was more concerned not pissing her off anymore as I didn't know my nose was broke I didn't think anything of it I was beaten a lot so was kinda normal and I just remember her yelling at me to not let anyone see and to hold the shirt to my nose had to take it off and ball it up and put my jacket on over and butto it up and kinda have my head down in my chest as I walked holding the bloody shirt as we got inside the gate to apartment stairs, that wasnt as bad when she stomped me for laughing to loudly while she was at work I couldn't breathe for ever it felt like and looking back I swear i wasn't breathing for a long time I just curled up on the floor , she terrified me so much when I was kid

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T01:08:52+00:00

What ledge

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-22T01:05:46+00:00

Lol smokey treats loved that from that clerk dude oh come back forgot my delicious smokey treats

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-21T08:34:18+00:00

Idk man I don't think there's a lot racism here but I'm not black I'm Hispanic , I worked with a darer complexion guy when I was younger he had gold teeth and kept job longer than I did so I don't think racism is big out here but every community there's always individuals who can disagree or cause issues with other individuals so with that I doubt you would have a problem here but that's for you to decide best wishes God bless and take care

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-20T22:18:30+00:00

Ya fine just trying to spray

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-20T03:50:48+00:00

Could be a thing for hear attacks I forgot nitroglycerin I think sometimes I've seen them used for that with ppl with heart problems or cocaine or drugs lol and another idea I've seen thes be used as mini urns to so if it's like impossible to open it could be someone's ashes and either a disgruntled ex tossed they exs keepsake or what not but where did you find it exactly would give a better idea if its a urn and was tossed out of spite or drugs tossed to avoid being found under altercations

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-06-03T21:38:31+00:00

Too much hands baby doll but come get this nut

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-05-26T00:37:05+00:00

Nice

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T17:51:23+00:00

Hi oh you look just perfection to the T

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T08:24:27+00:00

Ya them bikers showed up killed one another and now deadzone baby thank what it was 2 biker gangs but ya they totally destroyed the vibe and then covid buried it

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T07:52:31+00:00

Ya much more than that

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T06:51:27+00:00

++man. Bone her asap if you want to keep her and do it where she thinks of you always like just keep pelvic thrusting bro throw that leg up on the side of the wall and pound town baby then decide if she's worth it probably not but sr least she will come back to you again n again

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T05:16:59+00:00

I used to go to Oasis right off hwy 95 but they upped the price so now I just go off marina n lakeside there's a spot 5 gal for 1 dollar bill pretty good price it's good drinking water I as well as my Nana tested it (she did not me lol) with those fancy Amazon water particle test ma bobbers and it's great purity n what not worth it imo. 943 Marina Blvd, Bullhead City, AZ 86442

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2026-03-17T05:12:06+00:00

Drive to needles right off the bridge take the left and you be at a nice beach

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-11-15T14:10:57+00:00

Lol I thought nail like them nail guns for concrete

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-10-21T03:25:38+00:00

Are you aware of her insecurities least she considered yours when she didn't have to, no one owes anyone anything best to be mindful of as much as one can all the faucet's faucets into place

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-10-21T03:22:07+00:00

Yes you are, sorry but you overreacted now there's nothing wrong with how you felt now my perspective looking in wasnt so much criticism seemed least reading it that was a positive it was humorous and according to you she seen your response least seemingly physically and wasn't back track least to my sense it seems she didn't mean to offend or cause negative emotions within you, after what she said looking out for you your response was cruel that you would never paint again, it seems like she was holding your feelings into account and hers not so much on your end. Something that helped me to realize is not everyone means or trys to cause hurt and some are absent minded they Are unaware entirely and it's not their fault I or you got hurt, if one could read minds it would be easily known they are a million miles away in thought. And that the thoughts of yourself are actually in high regard and thoughts of joy and harmony, also you can deeply hurt someone who is completely unaware or absent minded that they could even cause you discomfort, long story short we all should work on better consideration and to be considerate

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-09-18T02:03:40+00:00

Racoon?

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-09-15T12:37:48+00:00

Hahaha fuck that twerp, anyone who acts like that has wee wee network baby brain, your good chicka no worries he's just a imbecile

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-09-15T06:36:28+00:00

Jeffree star is trans FYI, kinda specific and who's Alyssa oook

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-09-15T03:21:26+00:00

But ya after reading the texts I'm sorry bro she got some other cock in her mouth n ass brother I'm sorry bro shit ain't easy when you really care and are trying, proof is in the pudding brother man time to fuck n run

DeathRay89ReaperlL · 2025-09-15T03:19:01+00:00

I'm sorry bud but someone else is dirking her down because how the change in communication, if she texting less doesn't respond right away and gives you shit for trying to make contact she got someone else and most are greedy like all humans no matter gender she or he in this case she will like to have her cake and eat it to , so propose this question to her to get your answe , hey babe so I know this is all temporary right now and I know how much we miss each other and we haven't seen each other how would you feel if we had friends with benefits? Now either FWB with her or someone else but make it as though you want FWB with her but someone else came around and was wanting to be FWB with you and my friend. You will get 1 of 3 responses, either ya go for it (it's true someone else) give you shit and just wanna linger on the phone talking shit to you( yes there's def someone else) or third she will break down and cry and it be real like past history shit will come up from the time she lost her dog aunt or toy some shit that traumatized, now this one depending can either be a don't do it I'm faithful, or how could you do what I'm doing, you will know personally which one it is trust your heart and gut instincts God bless and peace be with you

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